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Hi,Im Jazz a 14year old female,who has alot of different problems in her life.
First off every since I was about 7 or 8 my parents would argue alot.They would try to go into another room so we couldnt hear but we always did.I would always go to my room and cry because I hate arguing.It got so bad they werre planning to leave eachother.They would ask me and my older brother who we want to have custody of us,which would just start another arguement and me crying again.
Then maybe a few months later I went to school one day,and the teacher told me my bff died.Then a few months after that my grandad who I loved very much died.I would cry at the thought of him.
The arguing got worst.They hated eachother.And one day I went to my dad and he was crying.That really broke me.
But thats not even the worst part of everything.A year after the arguing everything was going great.The arguing stopped and I guess they loved eachother again.
But when I was twelve everything changed for the worst.I had started self injurying myself anyway I could.I would stab myself burn myself and other things.But the worst part was the cutting.I would cut almost everday.Why?
Because I was stressed out or depressed as people say I am.So cutting helped alot.It started off with one cut and me saying I wont do it again but I did.And it quickly became my addiction.I did it almost everday.
Then I stopped eating about five months ago.I havent lost alot of weight if you ask me.
Now comes the part where on top of all of my problems my mom expects meto be perfect.If I dont get on the honor roll Im not trying my hardest.If one grade slips Im on punishment.If my rooms not squeky clean Im on punishment.If I dont wanna be a nurse Im wasting my life.
Just because I love rock,heavymetal,death metal,screamo and music like that Im demonic.
And to top it off I planned how to kill myself tons of times but never did.
Do I have rpoblems?Should I get help? (link)
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ima 13 yr old female my familys the same way i cut evey day starting when i was 11 and you can never be perfect.yea my parents think im demonic becouse i like that kind of music but its what i like and has nohting to do with self harm.its dangerous and hard to stop.go to a therapist,i thi that would be soo good for you to let it all out and help solve your problems.do your parents know about your problem?email me for support if you think ittl help,but therapy and mayby telling some one would probably help yu a lot.you like black veiled brides?their anti self harm some of their songs will calm you down their metal try listening to bvb carolyn it kinda helps
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Thanks so much.No my parents dont know.And Im a huge fan of them.Carolyn,Saviour,Perfect Weapon,Ritual,and other songs help.But they arent always there when Im at school and have to cut.Tokio hotel dont jump,Between the trees-the way she feels helps also.Thanks so much.
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