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"Screwing up America's children so you don't have to."
If I had a dollar for every question that I see regarding the function of the female reproductive system, I'd still be poor because the dollar is turning into a banana republic toilet paper currency due to inflation. I've done a lot of cool things involving guns, helicopters, explosives, parachutes, tanks, humvees, artillery, radios, and 12 hour plane flights. If you seriously want to know more about me, find another hobby because I already told you the good parts. Airborne Armor Leads The Way.
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ok so finally im commin out with it i honestly have not felt a single emotion other than anger or a good happyish kinda feeling when im drunk nd i have to have a gd buzz too, anger nd hate i feel nd it burns me from the inside but its a creepy im gonna explode nd be happy nd i serriusly start going crazy but i keep my sanity at the same time in a way but i mean i have to try to create emotions in front of ppl even if i couldent care less about them but i dunno
i just dont really trust people except like 1 guy who is liek my drinkin buddy so obviussly trust grows from random gd feelings but there r times when nothing not even death has fazed me a single drop of sadness... iv had pretty messed up things happen in the past with death but what i wanna know is y cant i controll my anger but styill stay sane?
y when i feel absolutaly nothing i start cracking inside nd start thinking of just psycho ideas aspecially how any1 would fall to my power??? and no i do not think im the best far from it but its somthing that runs threw my head im just so confused its anoying the hell outaa me there are other things but i dunno if its important anyway i hope some1 can help me out cus i want to have peace with me and my mom shes completely dissowned me and... i couldent give a SH*t...
haha. nice. well, you obviously do care, that much is true. here's the problem, you need to actually try caring about shit. sure, there's times when being a cold, calculating bastard is appropriate, but the rest of the time you would do good to try. and if you're consuming ridiculous amounts of booze, cutting back might help you out. seek out anger management, they'll help you control that temper. the problem again, is caring. most of the time you won't feel like doing those little "calm down" mantras when you're pissed off. you'll just want to continue spooling up the rage until it just snaps and shit dies. think about the consequences, even if its just the selfish "what'll happen to me if I fuck this dude up?" and not whether or not you're going to kill him.
-Gunner.
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man i swear i think u guys are pretty good ur not a**holes dunno if i can type that in but yeah and ok i like what ur sayin and i agree withit but i also get this thing where if i dont do smthing about smthing like sm1s bein a jerk nd messin with a friend of mine nd i dont do smthing about it i get mad at myself nd regret it nd it eats me but honestly from talkin to u guys if actually felt a lil better i guess i really just needed to talk to some1 who was willing to listen and wouldent make me feel insane butif you could tell me how to fix that feeling because its another thing that shortens my fuse btw if it isent to much to ask i was wondering y everynight befor i slept i hear voices of ppl in school old friends ppl and they just say random sh!t not like telling me to kill no1 or anything well like once in a while ill hear u should f**k him up or amthing but it isent aimed at any1 specific are these just things iv heard befor that are replayin in my head and if so y can i remember things so old but cant remember math ...
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serriussly u guys rock!
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