Q: This is somewhat long..I'm a girl, 16. I've never been in a relationship.
I met this guy he's a year younger than me and goes to my school. He is totally nice, respectful, and fun. He is somewhat of a nerd..in some people's eyes..He's a bit overweight and has glasses. About a month ago we told each other we liked each other on the phone. Immediately after he hanged up, I got sick and threw up. I don't know why, but I just felt disgusting and that I shouldn't have told him. The next day we decided to meet and discuss it together in the park. He asked to kiss me and I don't know why I did, but I said yes. We only kissed twice on the lips for like half a second, it was nothing crazy. We just sat there for a while, his arm around me blah blah.. Later that night I called him and I told him that when he kissed me..I felt nothing. I broke his heart and he cried. Three weeks later we made up and made a truce. We talked on the phone again, but just as really good friends.
Last night, I told him I still get weird feelings around him..he said he did as well. He told me he wanted to kiss me one last time..I agreed. I told him tho that I my feelings for him are on and off. I would get over him soon. But he was being so nice and so romantic. I felt so bad. I told him today that I don't feel like that anymore and that I was wrong to say I still liked him.
I know I'm a major jerk. I like him sometimes, but then when I try to picture us together, I never see it. He's a great friend I would never want to lose, but I can't stop these occasional feelings. Please help. Thanks in advance
