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Hi! My name is Kayla.. I'm 21. Through out life, I've had quite a bit of rocky roads and difficult dilemmas. They sucked at the time, but now I've become a call for help.I do it because I enjoy it.
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I am dealing with a huge weigh on my shoulders. Last year I went through the hardest time of my life. I had been with my ex-boyfriend on and off for almost a year and a half. He moved away for school but we hook up when he would come home. I ended up pregnant and he made me feel like there was no way to keep the baby. I was in a horrible state with my hormones running wild and all the added stress of school. I was 2 months away from receiving degree. But I knew it was going against everything I believe in.
I feel totally depressed. Its been a year and I still have the pregnancy weight, I feel totally guilty for what I did. It kills me inside to think about what I did. I have no one to talk to because its such a sensitive issue. My friends haven't been through this and I dont want to dwell my issues on them. I lost all my confidence i feel fat and ugly because of what I did. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel totally alone :*(
The decision you made what yours, and there isn't much you can do about it now. You're feeling guilty, and still debating with whether or not you made the right decision. Now is the time to start reliving your life and getting everything you love about back on track.
There's no easy distraction after going through something so painful.
Just know, that if your friends a friends-- you are never ever ever a burden to them. Feel free to tell them when you're having one of THOSE days when you feel rock bottom. They'll listen.
Maybe the more you talk about this, the more you'll learn about the experience. There's support groups for women who have abortions. My mom did after she was raped, and she's still dealing with it.
Mistakes happen, the idea is to learn from them and leave the rest in God's hands.
Take care. =)
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