Q: 14/f
I understand if you don't want to read all of this. But I seriously don't know what's wrong with me.
I've always been a very bright student, and I make straight A's.. People depend on me for advice, and they usually become attached to my happy and cheerful personality.
Even though people depend on me emotionally, the truth is that I fake a lot of my facial expressions. (Horrible!!!! My smiles should be from my heart!)
I now LOATHE long car rides, because I think a lot when I'm in a car. Why? because there aren't many distractions. In one of my more recent car rides, I realized that I am mentally unstable.
I realize that I use people to make myself happy. I usually use whomever is more convenient and whomever I can easily part with.
Lately, I've found that I don't have anyone to talk to that is as smart as me! It's really frustrating to be around a bunch of people who I can't really tell everything I think about to. Because if I did, people would think I'm a monster!
I'm very blunt to people, and don't respect elder people. Why should I have to act special around them? It's not MY fault they're old!
I'm an amatuer (not sure how to spell it) author, kids in my class devour my compilations like hyenas to raw meat.
I think my way through everything. Like crying. Lately I've been crying uncontrollably. Gosh, I sound so emo. Little things just set me off. But I think my way out of it after a while....
What is wrong with me, if anything at all? Or is it just that I'm smart (no, I won't get a big head if you tell me that)?
