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About a month or two ago I made a promise to God that I would not masturbate until I turned 14. Several months ago, probably like 3 or 4 maybe 5, I turned 13. But, I broke that promise. And I know it's really bad to do that, and I'm a Catholic! But the really bad thing is, that I keep telling God I won't do it again, but I do! Sometimes when I cross my legs my clitoris throbs and it feels good, does that count? A part of me feels like he forgives me, partly because it was the time of my period when you're in heat, but part of me feels like he won't forgive me and I don't deserve to go to Heaven. I feel like I've broken my promise, God never breaks a promise and I feel unworthy. I talk to God a lot, I pray a lot, and praise him a lot. But sometimes I'm not nice to others like I should be. Like lying, or making fun of someone and not apologizing, although most of the time I do, yet I do it again! I truly, truly, truly need help to keep my promise and stay un-horny. Will I go to hell for this? Will he forgive me? I feel so scared, I want to go to Heaven! I worship God with all my heart, I really do. And I believe in Jesus and his commandments and in the beatitudes. But one night a while back, I wanted to sort of have my own way of getting an immediate answer with him. Years ago, I bought a statue of Jesus from Canada and the hands broke off accidentally. So I took one hand and fell alseep with it in my hand and asked him to have me wake up with it on the right side of my bed if the answer was "Yes, you will go to Heaven." and it go to the left side if the answer was no. It landed on the left side underneath me! I'm scared. I've done this before, and I asked him if I would meet my sisters in Heaven (I never met them) and it landed on the right side. Is this kind of witch craft or something? Well I'm really scared, so please answer this question! (link)
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ok im not good at saying stuff from the bible.. but yea he does say cut your right hand if you have sin so it doesnt spread but thats in the old testament but look its bad yes.. i masturbate its hard not to do it but he does forgive you and he wants you to come to him but the bad thing in my thought is that i think he doesnt want us to go and say forgive me lord and go out and keep doing it so yea its bad towards god and yes you can find other thingd to do be sides masturbate ive done alot more things to get distracted from it and this is of subject it also says do not commit adultry right? ok you know how you fantisize right thats another reason why it happens alot but as i said that you probably have to disttract yourself from doing it i know it will be hard to do but to me thats not looking at the bible my opinion is that there is nothing wrong with it i think it releaves stress from yourbody so if you need help just ask me....
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