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My dad died in febuary and he was a drug addict but really trying to quit before he died, he never wanted me to turn to drugs but I did
And I did before he passed.
and one time I was about to do drugs and I was walking down the hall to the bathroom and my dads ghost appeared and started walking towards me and he gave me this face like kinda sad because he didn't want me to do those things.
I fell on the floor crying my eyes out and I feel so bad about everything and how I still didn't stop after that happened.
Maybe I just didn't know exactly what it meant at the time
Because me and my dad were so close some lady said if he would appear to anyone it would be me and he did.
I've been thinking about this a lot and I just really don't want to disappoint him.
I don't really know what to ask but what do you think of this?
If you're asking whether or not you saw his ghost... I don't KNOW and neither does anyone else. We all need to remember that there are phenomenon in the universe that we can not explain or rationalize, simply because our perception of reality is limited.
And you know what? I don't think it matters whether or not you actually saw his ghost. The bottom line is that you know how your father felt about drugs. He knew that addiction was dangerous, and he didn't want you to endanger yourself as he did. At the same time, I don't think he would want you to feel guilty either... Or that he felt disappointed in you. Because from what you have said, I can assume that he loved you, and was very proud of you.
I think that if you are going to worry about anything... Worry about doing what your father would have wanted you to do... Quit. If you need help there are million places for you to go. Ask your physician for help.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. ;)
(Rating: 5) thanks you so much :]