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Hey guys im Michelle!! Some people think im annoying, some people think im crazy.. but who knows im just ME!! I bite my nails, i know its a habbit i have to stop. I love getting my nails done, its my obsession. My goal in life is to become famous, but who doesnt wanna be? Im mean to people if they're mean to me first, otherwise whats the reason to be mean to someone? I dont understand life.. although it can be fun sometimes. I love the color pink, and when i say that people automatically think im a girly girl. I love to dance and sing, although i dont see myself doing it when i get older..
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Lately, I've been having a lot of "what if I can't do it?" moments.
I recently got the lead in our school musical, and it was my first time auditioning for this school's performance (I transferred in as a sophomore, and I'm a senior.)
I feel like I'm letting everyone down because I'm having trouble getting the dances. I'm a singer - like, majorly. I sing opera, that's what I'm going into - and I can act rather well, I think. But I don't dance. I can jazz dance and ballet, but not musical theater. It's just not working, lol.
I also have a lot going on. I have a couple scholarship auditions coming up, another performance, and that, and I'm in the middle of two competitions, all vocal. I always worry that I'm letting the cast down because I don't think I'm that good. I can't get rid of any of my obligations. As it is, I never see my boyfriend. I have a date tonight at like 9, after work, and this is the first time I've seen him out of school in the past 3 weeks or so. Any ideas as to how to fix my confidence issue and/or the stress problem?
For the dances, just think of it as jazz, musical theater is based on jazz and ballet. Tell yourself i can do it otherwise, there is no hope! Good luck to you! I think you should loose your job, because that is putting more pressure on you,and that way you can focus more on real things. You can prob get easy money by helping aroun the house and stuff like that. And if you cant hang out with your boyfriend that much then i think you should talk to him about it and see what he says. Good luck!
♥ Michelle
(Rating: 5) I can't get rid of my job, it's the only way I get money. As it is I can only work on saturday 'cause of play rehearsal. My boy's totally okay with it. We're both busy, though, is the thing...Thanks =)