there is boy at school his name is cody i dont know if i like him cause on april fools day my friends dared me to play a joke on him it was soo mean they said to ask him out then say ya know say april fools well i couldnt it was too hard for me i know he likes me but do i like him?plzz help i dont want to make the wrong desion~thanx~
What you should do is try and hang out with him and talk on the phone with him. See how you feel when you are around him. The best thing to do is be friends first...Eventually your heart will tell you. If you can't stop thinking about him, if you get nervous just talking to him, or if you just love being around him...then you know that you like him. Just wait and see...you don't need to jump into anything.
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But the people they don't understand
No, girlfriends, they can't understand
Your grandsons, they won't understand
On top of this I ain't ever gonna understand
haha...that's a great song! :)
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Therse this guy from a different School from me and hes my BFF and I tell him everything and he gets involeved w/ me N my friends fight over the internet and my friend im upset with thinks its me WHAT DO I DO?!
Talk to your BFF. Tell him that what he is doing is just making things work. If he really cares about you and if he was just trying to help then he will help smooth everything over. He needs to tell your friend that he has been the one talking to her over the internet and he needs to fix what he did. Let him also know that if he wants to help, instead of getting so involved, just ask him to just give you advice when you need it instead of trying to fix your problems by getting waaaay too involved.
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my life is shit
i wanna die
here i go
its a bumpy ride
wondering how and when
it should be done
should i stab my chest
or use a gun
should i poison myself
or maybe drown
will people smile
or will they frown
will they cry
i'll never know
doesnt matter
here i go
should i slit my wrists
or not do it at all
im on a cliff
should i fall
if i die
will you care
or will you pretend
i was never there
why doesnt anyone like me?
why doesnt anyone care?
why doesnt anyone help?
why isnt anyone there?
I try to talk to people
I try to tell them how I feel
damn, i pour my heart to them
because this i can't conceal
I've always been ignored
I've always been scared
I've cried
I've tried
But now I wana die
So now I have made a choice
a choice about death or life
I wipe my tears away
and get out a knife
I stab it into my wrists
cut them real deep
soon I'll be in a better place
the bloods starting to seep
i have no more worries
no more fears
no more pain
dont have cry no more tears
now i am happy
wait, should I be?
I have missed out on my whole life
I am drenched in blood, just look at me
I am sorry mommy
I am sorry dad
I knew you always loved me
sorry to make you sad
but now all i can see is white
i'm getting close to the light
bye to people who ignored me'
bye to the people who hated me
bye to the people who didn't know i even existed bye forever
I am at the light now
I am in a better place
do not follow me
i am never to far away
Wow...You're poem is beautiful. And I know poetry comes from the bottom of your heart, since I write too, so I know what you wrote is serious. My poetry sounds a lot like yours so I know what kind of state you must be in. I know it's hard to ask for help when you are depressed, lonely, and scared. Sitting down with someone you never met before and spilling your heart out about suicide and lonliness is one of the hardest thing to do...but it does help. My suggestion is go to someone for help...your school counciller, a therapist, anyone. It actually can be easier to talk to someone like that since you know that they will not tell anyone, theyre not going to judge you, they care, and they want to help. that's what they are there for. I know it's hard and very very scary...and if it helps you can talk to me on AIM. My screenname is DevilsHalo03. I know how hard depression is,I've been there, I still am...so if you need someone to just listen adn give advice when asked, I'm here. I won't judge, I'll listen and I'll try to help in whatever way I can. Hang in there, I know you can do this. Be strong, show all those who have put you down how amazing and strong you can be. You can beat this.
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When 2 of your friends are fighting and your in the middle stuck and dont know what side to choose on what do you do? Like one person would want me to sit with them and the other one would be like lets all move away from her and i dont know what to do i mean i am friends with all of them but they make it seem like it is wrong to hang out with that person just b/c that person is different and people already make fun of her behind her back and everything. I am stuck in the middle so what do i do ?
I have been in your situation many times. It's seems that whenever my friends get into an fight, they both turn to me for support. I suggest you stay true to both your friends. Sit them both down together and maybe try help them talk calmly to each other about what is bothering them. Obviously they both are too worked up to sit down calmly together, so the best way is to have a "middle man". You'll be there just to make sure things don't get too out of hand and that they both listen to each other. Otherwise, the fight may last even longer. And also, don't choose sides, when you sit them down to talk let them know that you're are not on anyone's side and also, while they're talking the only way you'll talk is if things get a little too heated. If having them talk does not work then tell them both that you are going to have to separate from both of them until they work things out because it is too hard for you to have to be in the middle of two people you care about so much. Good luck, hun. Hope it all works out for you.
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