Question Posted Wednesday November 2 2016, 5:42 pm
My whole life I have suffered with this absurd issue where I sabotage every relationship I'm sharing with a guy because of my inability to feel good enough and also that happiness is crazy weird to me (I battle a terrifying case of cherophobia).
I'm dating the most perfect guy ever. He's wonderful and does absolutely everything right, which I cannot say about the past guys in my life. But every little thing he does, I act upset about it (even though I'm truthfully not), and I just hold a grudge on him. And I just realized that deep down, I'm hoping he'll break up with me, but he never does. So I continuously find reasons to be pissed off at him (even when I'm genuinely not angry at him at all, not even in the least bit).
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