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End of the road
Lately i have trouble focusing in school. i daydream endlessly in class and i am tempted sleep during class. Also, i can't do my homework or projects early, i procrastinate all the time, which can sometimes be stressful but i am too lazy to stop. In addition, i keep spending my money away on junk food, and i do not exercise at all. When it comes to religion, i am borderline deist, i want to get close to God but i am too lazy to put in the effort, making me a deist. Furthermore, my relationship with people is stressful. I am a pest, annoying, and pathetic sack of flesh. I am so weird and bizarre. Don't get me wrong i have some associates,but no friends. Sometimes i get criticize by my parents for my laziness, selfishness, and greediness for food. As a result, i hate myself i want to roll and die, i can't do suicide because of my religious belief, but i have been feeling down. My personality is childish and evil. My teacher was right i am Satan. And my sister was right everyone will only know me as a pest. I tired of trying change. I am tired of all of this criticism and stress. Why do people bash you but they do not help you to fix yourself. I am only seventeen, i just want to sleep peacefully for once in my life.
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well you have won by knowing all of the things you have confessed! the only thing you have to do is change. if you put your mind to something you can ACHIEVE ANYTHING! if you really wanted to change yourself you can.
start with NOT buying junk food, maybe instead of a brownie buy an apple (maybe limit yourself to one piece of junk food a day) and for working out it doesn't have to be insane. just go to the park and play a sport or walk around your neighborhood. walking is great for you!
try to start going to church, once a week. im not saying read the bible everyday of your life, im saying go slow with it. when you go to church dont just go because you have to, go because you want him on your side. and when you go actually listen to what the priest is saying. you don't want to be like satan or be named by him.
if you know that you are weird (which i am to haha, everyone is loll) but if you think people think your mean, annoying or selfish, try to change. your the only one who can change yourself. i can say all these things but the only person who can really fix this is you! if someone asks you something don't snap. if your going to the store and you want to have some junk food buy a cake for your whole family and share.
start changing yourself slow! when it comes to the homework situation, everyone is like that! everyone hates it. but you have to do what you have to do. your not the only one who has to do it, ALL the kids at your school have to do it (think of it that way) also think of it as, if you dont do your work your going to have to go to summer school. would you rather do your work and go to school when everyone has to? or blow off your work and have to go to school all year AND in the summer?
if you don't like when people call you these names just nodd your head & really think about it. dont take it as critisism, try to change it. they will all notice.
i guarentee you, if you change, (im not saying change who you are, just the things your having trouble with) then you will probably have more friends. and don't forget to have fun and laugh and sing, and make the best of life. YOLO ( as everyone says now hha) it means you only live once if you didnt know loll
& DON'T ever think of killing yourself. you have a few things to work on that are totally curable. it may be hard and a little challenging and may take awhile to get use to but you can totally do it! remember believe in yourself!:) & if you were to commit suicide, what are you accomplishing? nothing! everyone is going to be comfused and think less of you!
you are going to mess up, but everyone does!
fall down 7 times, stand up 8
^ which means you will fail at things but stand back up and try it again!
i hope i helped, if you have any more questions or anything message me!
melissa! :)
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