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I'm losing feelings for him and I don't want this to happen at all
I've been dating my boyfriend for about 8 months now. He's an amazing person. He's patient with me, always keeps me laughing, always is there for me, and never yells or pressures me to do anything. He is very outgoing, fun, and I can be my complete self around him. It's like I couldn't ask for anything better, yet some days I feel like I don't deserve him.
Today in particular, I felt very down. We had a normal day, a good day, actually. We had detention after school as well for PDA, but that isn't an issue in our relationship. He is just so thoughtful and I really have never felt this way about anyone. He's my everything and my prince charming... but today I've gotten this crazy wave of sadness overcome me. I do get depressed sometimes, though. I think I am losing feelings for my boyfriend. He was asking what was wrong today and I just didn't know how to tell him. We hung out after school because I needed a ride home and I didn't know what to do either, so I just said I was tired.
I can't break his heart. He treats me like gold and I am so happy with him...but I just am losing feelings for him. I wasn't happy like I am around him usually today... I was sad and felt like I didn't deserve him because he got upset because I told him he was annoying. I just feel like I'm a horrible girlfriend because I yell at him all the time when I'm frustrated or having stress outside of our relationship, and he doesn't do anything wrong to deserve it. He hugged me earlier and I held on to him and cried and ran into the bathroom and cried even more. I can't lose him... I don't know if it's a phase but I don't want our love to die.
I'm so depressed. Sorry this is long... I need help...
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I used to have this same exact feeling with my boyfriend. We are still together. But now its totally differint. When everything is going good and no fight or anything then thats when i kinda get bored i guess and i dont really think i fell the same. But whenever he mentions the fact breaking up... i cry. i love him so much. and when you really reliese how much you love someone this wont happen.
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You never know if your depression might fade away, your lucky to find a guy like that. I find the people that use and etc with my ass but, be thankful : ) It happens with people, maybe your just tired of your relationship and need new things going on with the both of you. You yelling him doesn't drive him nuts? He must be thinking that he don't want to loose you either and adores you treating you good because he's trying to figure out all that yelling going on and stuff. Stick with him if he's that good because guys like that is hard to find. : )
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