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I'm depressed and there's this guy...
So, I kind of have been falling into a chronic state of depression lately, and I have this guy friend that I ritually confide in. Because of my depression I've gotten really oblivious and often forgetful, which subsequently makes talking to people incredibly difficult (losing train of thought, can't think of things to say). Most of my friends have given up on me, and I guess I'm steadily becoming part of the anti-society. In fact I've become terribly evasive and spend my breaks skirting all situations that involve having to talk to people in attempt to save myself from embarrassment. When I talk to this guy, it's usually through texting and what not. He insists that I go hang out near the band room again, which I am trying to do, but I feel really uncomfortable doing so because I just don't fit in (I have no musical talent). This is also coupled with the fact that I am always in a bad mood and never have anything worth hearing to say... I don't want to make everyone else uncomfortable w/ my incompetence. Every time I go over there I get this tense awkward feeling and just want to curl up into a little ball.
We also share a class together and he always makes it a point to catch up with me while walking to and from class. *Note that I've been avoiding everyone at school, including him.
We used to mutually like each other, but complications occurred it sort of never happened. I think I still like him, but I can't think of any possible reasons for him to like me (I'm a total ass to be around right now).
He says he "won't give up on me."
What could this mean?????
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D:
I USED TO BE SO FUN AND ENERGETIC TOO!
Well, I'm on prozac, but it doesn't kick in for 3 weeks. >:(
WHAT DO I DO??
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IT's a good sign... It can mean that this guy really likes you... And if someone feel that you are worth giving a chance... than maybe you should start feeling the same way about yourself... Trust me I've been depressed before... It was alot of things that wasn't happening good at all in my life... And I lost intrest in everything... My friends family... EVERYBODY and EVERYTHING... And I know how you feel.. Life is something else... But I can tell you this it is worth living... You're here for a reason so make the best out of it... Your friends has given up on you but this guy hasn't... We are humans and we can only take so many push aways before we give up... Give this guy a chance... And appreciate the fact that someone care about you no matter what... Which is a hard thing to come by these days...
~~~~~~~~ The best of luck to you and always~~~~~~~
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