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my best freind hates me and i dont know what to do
she really hates me (and yes she did tell me she does). it started on wednesday when she got my bus with me. i treid talking to her cos i didnt know she was anoyd with me but she didnt really talk back and she didnt sit by me on the bus like she normally does.then on thursday lunchtime she came up to me and asked if she could speak to me in privet.so we did. and she asked if i knew anything about the pen so i assumed she was talking about our teachers pen which everyone thought id stolen(i hadnt) and cos im a bit stupid i didnt think to ask her what she was talking about and just said no. so then she asked me if i considered her a friend and i said yes ofcourse. then she said i oviously didnt consider her a friend cos id lied to her about the first question so i must have lied to her about the second one. and then she walked of. and refused to talk to me for the rest of the day. then on friday ( the last day of tearm and the last day as a form cos we were being split up next year) it was a half day and she barly spoke to me. she said about one thing to me all which was i was a terrible friend cos i always lie to her and never say sorry or thanks and basicly im a complet bitch. and that was when i cried so hard i threw up. not very nice. and i said sorry to her a million times that day and told her i loved her (cos i do really love her so much it hurts somtimes) but she just said i was lieing again cos i oviously dont. so thats the main story but in the summer hols(now) i had a sleepover with her and my 3 other best friends and she kept making 'jokes' about how i was a lesbian cos i have a tendency to hug people alot. and shes blocked me on fb and wont repli on formspring and i think shes blocked my phone number as well. so i cant even talk to her. i think shes been anoyed with me for a while cos i used to get bullied on fs. they said i was a lesbian and described in very graphic detail what me and her(the one who hates me)(shes called beth) do together. and also she stop letting me hug a while ago, whenever i treid she pushed me of her. the thing is, she lets everyone else hug her. and one last thing, i was gonna commit suicide today but i cant cos i think shell feel guilty if i died.oh sorry one more thing, she read my diary so she does know how much i love her. please help and sorry this is very long,if you stuck around to read it all, thanks and if you answerd this, i love you xxx
(btw im 13 so is she and im a girl)
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Hey. Friendships can be messy sometimes. I went through a similar thing a couple of years back. I don't think she hates you and if she does, is she really a good friend if she is acting like that. youve tried to explain thigs to her and she doesnt want to listen. Best friends shouldn't hold grudges. Maybe give her some space. It will blow over.when you go back to school, things should be ok and if they are not - she's not worth having as a best friend. Be wit people that make you happy. You sound like a really nice person. I luv hugs - makes the world a happier place. You know, please dont do anythin to hurt yourself. People will be devestated. Believe me. Loads of people love you. Thgs don't always seem right but they sort themseves out. Teenage times suck somtimes and it can be confusing. Everything will be ok. oxoxoxox
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