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not a blowup doll [scared]
ugh whats wrong with me:[[ im getting so jealous. he hasnt talked to me since tuesday and like i didnt care before because i know he does this a lot so im used to it..but..i looked at his facebook:[ and he commented on this girls picture from his school, nice pic. thats what he said about mine when he told me i looked really hott in it and i think he likes that girl now and oh my god what if they go out oh my god he isnt gonna talk to me anymore! oh my god i JUST realized that ! ahhhh :'[
ah im freaking out ah im about to cry ohmygod ohmygod :''[ this is hurting so bad so so bad ahh im crying ahhh. fuck this. i dont want to care anymore but at the same time whenver i start to stop caring, part of me is saying, no keep on caring because once youve stopped caring theres definitly no hope for him caring since you care about him more than he cares about you. oh my fucking god he probobly likes that girl. oh he totally does. oh shit. he doesnt want me anymore. i bet he doesnt. thats why hes been online for two hours the past two days and HASNT talked to me. oh my god :[. i cant stop crying. ahhh ahh ahh:[[[[
im so sad. this is gonna sound weird but i feel like he was like a drug to me because i liked it when he talked to me like that it would make me forget about my life and the problems i have to deal with right now and when we talked it made me forget about it all. and i liked it. and ughhh im SO sad right now. and i cant even tell my friends anymore, they all get annoyed listening to it now. ugh. he better still talk to me..he better. if he doesnt. fuck him. ugh hes such a douchebag i HATE him. i seriously HATE him. and what he was gonna do/ doing to me. why is he playing with me like this why is he doing this to me why.
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you sound very confused. sometimes you seem you hate him and sometimes like u really like him
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