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i had a convo with my ex, and he doesnt even realize it.
ok so at least 5 months ago, i met a guy named kevin. we met at my friend's church. ((i am 15 and im a female.)) and we had only known each other for a week and then he decided that he wanted to ask me out. at first i thought it was a bad idea, but then i fell in love with him after 1 month. and on halloween i was going to make love to him, (i was 14 then). but then he surprised me a week b4 halloween and broke it off because we never got to see eachother. it got me sooo upset! i cried every time anything reminded me of him! from certain scents, to any song or movie! we had agreed to be friends. and i prayed he would want me back somehow. well, on the night of my 15th birthday, he called me and wanted to talk. but i was on the phone with my best friend. and in the past, when i chose to talk to him over her, it got her angry. and i didnt want that to happen. so i never called him back. well that ticked him off because he started to send me hatemail and crap. now he hates my guts and he ignores me. and i cant have that. and so i think it set off something in my brain, and now i think im going crazy. something weird happened this morning: i got out of the shower and i got dressed and sat on my bed. and then suddenly, i was at my friend's church. and it was the exact moment that kevin was asking me out! it was happening all over again! he asked me "do you wanna go out with me?" and i grabbed him to the side and sed "we need to talk. i no wuts going to happen. you say you like me now, but you will end up hating me. i dunno how, but i somehow figured out a way to get here on november 17th, 2007." and he kind of looks at me like "yeah...right." and i go "no! im serious." i started naming off random facts about him to prove that he had told me these things later in our relationship. he finally believed me. and then we fasted forward to at least 7 months later. and everything was ok between us. we were happier than ever. and then i was sitting on my bed again. back in my room. on my bed. with wet hair from getting out of the shower. on the 15th of november. can you please explain to me wut happened right there? because my uncle has this mental illness where he witnesses the same type things and hes in a psychiatric hospital for it.
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Well, I'm not a doctor, but that sounds really strange. I'm not sure what happened to you. It could be a type of sleep disorder, where you can't tell the difference between dreams and reality, but again I don't really know. Tell your parents, even if you are worried you will be shipped off to a mental hospital like your uncle, because they may be able to treat you right away, and prevent you from having to go there. I wish I could help you more, but really you need to see a doctor.
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