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running away for the one i love
I was born with a rare physical disablity. most people dont understand so they ask me rude questions about it. im totally used to it and as much as it bothers me i tend to ignore it. i would wish someday i find someone who had the same disablity because i never met someone with it. i wanted someone to talk about it and understand perfectly what im saying.someone who has had full on experience. well my wish came true. i certainly got more then i asked for. he is a boy who has the same interests as i do and the same physical disablity. im defniteley one of the only people who truly understands him. theres just one problem. we live about 300 miles away from eachother. he lives in virginia and i live in colorado. he is one of those people who couldnt handle long distance relationships. he needs someone to hold and cuddle with and just be there for him. so when he is single he hates it. he looks for a girl that he is attracted to mentally and physically and just asks her out. he doesnt expect her to be his one true love just a person to hold his hand with and secretly sometimes i question if he truly loves her. with all his past relationships women tend to hurt him. not because he deserves it, but because he is easily hurt and they just dont think about his feelings in that moment of time. I love this boy with a passion and if only he could see that. I made plans to graduate early this year as my senior year in highschool. so i could join program in delaware where it prepares you for college and you live in the school! oh and did i mention there be only 10 girls in the program? not as much drama! yayyy! i got phonecall from program and they said i cant join. i have to be graduated from higschool and start program in the fall. i cant play catch up if i joined in january which i originally planned. the program was my only excuse to see this boy that my parents would buy into it. now i dont know what to do. i just want to runaway to virginia and show that boy what he has been missing! i would treat him better then all his past girlfriends treated him. just like the movies.. i tried to get over this boy but i just cant. i loved him for the past 6months now. i cant stay mad at him for longer then 5minutes at the most. i love him to death and i would give up my life for him instantly. i thought i been in love before in my past relationships but this is a total new feeling inside that i cant control. my parents dont understand at all. i tried explaining to them but there like "why cant you find boy who lives near you?" i love this boy more then anything else.
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Alright, so you have a few options.
One is if you're 18, your parents can't stop you from going. You're legally an adult and you can go if you want.
Two is just wait it out. I think this is the best option, personally. Just wait until you graduate and then go out there to be with him. If you love him and he loves you, you should both be able to wait.
Just don't runaway. It's very lame and immature and you WILL get caught, no matter what.
Good luck!
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