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24/7
i think about her 24/7 all my life for 8 years. i told her how i felt about her and she was shocked but said she was fine with it, but not sure what gender she likes. and doesnt want a relationship right now.
she said she doesnt look at me in that way.
she is a touchy person, sits very close to me, leans her heead on me and i can hear a sigh, holds my arm close once before like a hug while she lean her head on me. ( this is before i told her)
but she and i still hang out and talk to each other.
i start to think 'i should move on' but i cry when i think of that.
she might like me or its in my head
i'm moving to hawaii in 2 years, it was already plained before i told her how i felt.
i told her i want to leave here to find out who i am.
she wasnt happy about but she knows she cant stop me.
i wrote her a note that i handed to her it read:i will think of you and love you forever.
i want to know how it feels to be with a man, but deep down i still want to be with her.
love sucks!
but we need it to keep moving....
24/7 i still think about her.....
FYI:i'm a 20/F (i'm in her shoes too, i dont know what gender i like)
i just dont know what to do??
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Maybe give some free advice about: Love Life?
try "being" with a man. or if you really think you love her, ask her how she feels.. and just go from there. if she says she still doesnt know, then just try to find someone else. sorry its not much, but i hoped i helped<3
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