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Reality and Me?
I constently find myself going into my fantasy world, whenever I read, watch, or listen to something. I just want to run and back forth. I sort of copy it. I guess just play out my own seniro. Where my self or my 'character' self is perfect. I mean perfect in my way - a bigger voice, different, and when I look at myself doing this I feel sick because i'm thinking about thoughts I know arn't true. I wounder when i'm acting them out I think there true. I don't want to be myself at times, I can't others to listen to me. All I mostly do with my friends is joke around, sometimes I wounder if thats why they like me. If i'm so bored and can't stand myself that I just don't like the real world. I fake pain and sadness. I'm sick with myself. Watching Evangelion makes me sad, even Naruto makes me sad. How could I make myself feel happer, am I just being stupid?
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i agree with the person above me that I'm not medically qualified to help, but I've been in your shoes, and the best thing that i can tell you is that only go to a counselor when absolutely everything else has failed, i had to go to one for over half of my life. Trust me when i didn't see them i was sad but for the brief moment that i did i was happy, and they will most likely prescribe you to several different medications that you have to take every day in order to work correctly. i chose not to take them, and now I'm a soldier in the US Army. I'm making something out of myself and i love where my life is taking me. now if you think that you need to talk to someone like a professional by all means do and see what they have to say. but don't take their word as law, there are always other alternatives to medicine and monthly to by monthly meetings with a counselor
i hope this helped
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You have what I used to have.
Reality can often be very troubling, and it's no surprise that fantasy can be preferable. But you can't let it take over your life. I wish I could be of more help, but the truth is, I am not legally or medically qualified to tell you much more than I already have. Suffice to say: What you have is not unheard of. You may have the beginnings of Clinical Depression or another mental disorder, and it's worth asking your guidance counselor or school psychologist. You don't have to tell them everything, but just let them know what you're experiencing. I hope this helped.
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