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Newly revised story of how I still like my ex. :/
like, we were best friends, and after he asked me out he was so perfect, then he got grounded and got his phone taken away, ((for a REALLY long time)) and then i found out that he made out with 2 other girls, and then he still told me he loved me, though. and idk if he did really make out with them or not. Then one day in March Jordan told me Greg was cheating again with some fat chick,
and Greg came over to assure me that he wasn't cheating.
and then we went to this youth group and had oral in the car afterward, then my parents pissed me off and i tried to kill myself and wound up in the hospital, and i guess he got a new gf when i was there, 5 days after we had oral, ((and did everything else except intercourse and anal)) And my parents found out about what we did in the car, so now they hate him, too.
and i didn't know how he had a new girlfriend, until my friend told me that he had a new gf, then i started going out with his neighbor,
but i just didnt feel the same way about jordan that i had felt about greg, and i kept having flashbacks and crying myself to sleep and i still do, and then my friend went to yell at greg,
and greg said that his parents made him break up with me but he didnt want to,
which i actually believe because i dont think his parents liked me too much, because when he was grounded, i sent pics to his phone of my wrists after i cut. and then i fell back in love again,
and we started talking as friends again, then one day him and jordan called me and said that greg had a gf, but he told my other friend that he didnt have a gf,
and then one day he told me i was annoying and to leave him alone for awhile, and then he told one of my friends that he didnt want to be my friend because i cut, even though he does too,
and i just think he hates me because i give bad head, and then he told her that he wanted to get back with an ex, but he doesnt know that she knows me, and then he described 3 of his exes,
including me, then he imed me out of nowhere being all niice, and me and my friends would invite him in chats, and then the one day he told me to look at his myspace, so i did, and right there was a pic of some chick,
and under it it said this is my date for homecomming this weekend.
*sigh* and then he told my friend that he likes me, but his parents won't let him go out with me. and then a few days later, he imed me, and i told him to call me sometime,
and he's like "yea like never, lol" and i told him i hate him, and i put up an away message that said crying, and then he called me, and then he called me again, and said he was going to cedar point tomarrow and im like 'i should go' and hes like 'ur not going. it doesnt work that way' and then he said he was over his texting,
and if I texted him hed beat my ass because he knows where I live, and then hes like 'you would like that, though' and im just like 'stupid computer' and hes like 'yea you change the subject' and it sounded like he said 'fuck you' but i dont know if he did or not, and he hung up. and my friend asked him why he hung up, and hes like 'i kinda had to'
And then my friend was talking to him because she was gonna lead him on and break him down,
and he didn't know that she knew me, so she invited him into a chat room, and then invited me,
and I'm like "Greg why did you invite me?" and he's like "I didn't" And then he told her that he likes me, too.
But he's still kinda mean to me sometimes, and he hasn't told me himself that he likes me. But I guess we're friends, unless he's playing me, but all he ever talks about is cars.
He went out with my friend Kimmy, too, and she said that he tried to rape her on a golf course.
I have to act like I hate him when I'm around her.
Then, my friend Ashley imed him, and said she was going to kidnap him and send him to me for Kissmas ((She did this without asking me first)) and he's like "no please no, me and her are cool now"
And she's like why not?
and he's like "I don't wanna get yelled at"
and she asked who would yell at him, and he said alot of people, mostly just one.
And she said no one would know though, since he's being kidnapped.
And then he's like "Fine, I guess you can if I have no choice"
Or something along those lines.
I keep having flashbacks. I'm trying to get over him. People tell me just get over him, he's an asshole, and I really DO want to get over him, I'm trying so hard, even though we're still friends, and I'm not sure if he's an asshole or not. I always get jealous when I go on his myspace and see people leaving him comments, especially girls. I go to their page, and sometimes he leaves them comments. I am jealous of people that get to see him. ((We don't go to the same school)) I keep remembering how perfect he was........
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what do you mean your not sure if he's an ass or not, in my opinion he's probly dangerous. He was telling you that he was going to beat you and he was cheating on you. you need to get some self comfidence and tell this guy to fuck off, and mean it. and everytime you get a flash back, just remember all the horrible things he's said to you. and how many times hes cheated on you. forget him.
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wow. ok that was long. im not sure what your really asking here. but like first see if he likes you for real. and i mean have him tell you. just be like i heard people saying you like me is htat true. and if he says yes then be like yes what? this way he has to say i like you. he does kind of seem like a jerk. i mean he tried to liek rape your friend. to me thats not like good. but then yet i dont know. its up to you what you wanna do. sorry if im nto much help. if you need to kno anything else then just drop one of in the inbox
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