Jason and I have liked eachother on and off for about 3 years now. During the summer we told eachother that we liked eachother but nothing really came from it. We are really close friends and have held hands but nothing more. I am *rarely* shy around the guy I like, but sometimes with Jason I hold back my feelings. He is the same, he only ever is shy around me.
Today we were supposed to hang out (with other people too) but everyone backed out and he said he 'wasnt allowed' to go out anymore. I told him he didn't have to lie to me and if he didn't want to see me that he could just say it. Then he said that he was lying and just really wasn't feeling well and didn't want to disappoint me.
He said he would really like to hang out even if it was just the two of us. I forgave him and said I would like that to. Now he finally suggested that just the two of us should hang out and that's what I've always wanted. However, I am nervous now and unsure if I want to now.
I forgive him really easily, but it's because I don't want to lose him and I know we could have something special. Now that I have my chance, I'm nervous and I'm not sure why.
Why am I having these doubts?
Should I believe him? (I already do, but am I being foolish? My friends say I am. However, they are dislike him and hardly know him)
Any advice would be greatly appreciated
Thanks SO much :)
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