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please help me..please!!
ok.. this might be long.. so im gonna apologize ahead..
ok well im sooo stressed out i dont even want to live anymore..im sooo sick of everything cause of my friends and my family.. because my parents were divorced and are now getting re-married.. i always have to worryabout getting in fights with my friends because.. they just always wanna fight iwth me..and my mom is really mad at me and wont talk to me cause i said i hated my g-rents which is true.. cause all they do is find the negatives in me and judge me towards one little negative thing about me..and they dont even nkow me..and im sooo sick of being judge by people who dont know me.. and then there's this guy.. that i went out with but then he wanted to be friends except i was having trouble with it cause i think i loved him and i always will no matter how much he pushes me away.. but thats the thing... that hurts me soo bad knowing im uncapable of being loved..and im having soo much trouble with being happy.. cause all i want to do is cry and like hurt myself.. i hate it but i cant help it.. and i dont know how to smile and really mean it anymore.. i feel like no1 loves me and im always paranoid that people talk about me and call me ugly and fat.. and im always stressed..and i cry alot... so my questions are..
who can i talk to?
how can i regain happiness?
what can i do to be confident?
..what should i do..
please help!! i rate high!!
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It is sometimes easier to talk to someone you don't know then someone you are really close to. You can email me at pvbandfreak@yahoo.com or instant message me on aim at Pvbandfeak I'm not going to judge you and anything you tell me will be 100% confidential. I have been in the same spot as you. There was a time when I couldnt go a day without thoughts of suicide. I tried to kill myself one night and left a post on my web journal telling everybody goodbye. I failed at my attempt and went online to find tons of comments from people I didnt consider my friends. Girls that i havent talked to in months called my house to make sure i was alright. Anyway the point of that story is .... YOU DO HAVE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU! And probably no one is talking about you...and if they are let them, its quite pathetic if you have nothing better to do than talk about other people.
I'm assuming that you are in highshool or middle school. I read this book called "High School's Not Forever" It really helped me get through all of the crap I had to deal with everyday...
Please feel free to email or instant message me
Love Kate
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