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I think I have a drug addiction.
(Sorry, it's a little long...but I had to explain, otherwise you wouldn't understand fully)
Ok, I'm 13/f...and I've "experimenting" with some drugs...like weed. I don't know if I'm addicted or not, but I think I am. Every weedkend, I beg my mom to go to this "friend's" house to get stoned and drunk...and only that. Well maybe fuck shit up, but that's beside the point. My (real) friend told me that people who go "punk" or gothic start to do drugs, and have sex at an early age. Well I'm "punk" (I hate labels) and she was right, and now I'm scared. I don't want to get caught, but it feels so good...to be able to relax, and laugh about EVERYTHING. I know...drugs are bad, but I need a lot of help. I asked my (good) friends to help me but they said, "You're on your own!" I'm having withdrawls, and I'm getting agressive, and just plain freaking out on people. I can't remeber anything. Sometimes I can't even remember who my friends are. I can barely write my name on my papers, and my grades SUCK! Ever since my rents divorced, I was rather depressed. And I feel like drugs help me. the first week of school I was stoned every day. Before I go to school I'll do it. Then my friends who don't smoke weed get mad...then go tell everyone who doesn't need to know. I like attention, but not negative! I'm desparate...
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Drugs are a bad influence on everyday life. You may think they help you because they make you relax but really its just your way of forgetting for a while. Forgetting about the divorce, and your unhappiness. You cant let drugs be that for you in your life, with drugs the pain just keeps on coming back. I have a friend whose started using after she was sexually abused by a family member. She was always either on a "high" or really low. It wasnt until we convinced her to go start therapy that she had her breakthrough and could cope with her feelings. I suggest you find an adult that you really trust and confide in them, and I know I know, adults are so worthless and what not, but there has to be one you can talk to. Definetley doesnt have to be a parent. Find help in other places than your local drugs dealers, and also a sidenote about your "friends" if they really cared about you they wouldnt be leaving you to go through this alone.
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ok it seems like you have a serious drug addiction if it affects you enough to wear your loseing memory for short periods of times and makes it wear you can even right your own name maybe you should try to only get stoned or drunk or watever on like holidays and weekdends or you could tyr to quit... but anyways if this keeps up then you mgiht end up in someones car stoned doing something you though you'd never do so heres my advice either quit or just stop all together if you cant stop at least dont do it during school or days before school just do it like when you get home on fridays and saturdays but not on sundays...cause if it affects your grades then your parents and everybody will be dissapointed...well anyways i hope my advice helped you alot
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oh no... ok you needa stop the drugs!! i no i sound like an adult but its true your old friends were right. you shouldnt go back to being a sweet princess but stop hanging with people who make you want to do bad things!! your gunna wish you didnt! and it reading it makes me get the vibe that you do not want to be in this world that you want another life and if that is so you could try counseling ? but be careful if you are addicted to drugs and cant get off of them i suggest rehab my cousin had to go there and now shes clean i think it was for alcohol tho. but no drugs! please no more!!
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im not a shrink or anything but it sounds like its a way to get away from like the real world(since your parents divorced) like your in a different world. well since your good friends arent going to have your back, its probably going to be harder.but now you have a reason to show them that you can do something on your own,maybe. and prove to them that you dont need them because if they were your real friends they would want to help you.this is off subject but i hate labels too, i can wear whatever i want to and listen to want i want.ha i sound stupid
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you should stop ...drugs only put your problems away for that moment and you just cant be stoned all the time because yes you will get addicted..your sending yourself down the wrong path already ...turn around before its to late. your goin to loose friends and the "friends" you have that get stoned with will ditch you for other people..i see it happen all the time ...to them your just another person to get stoned with. To help with your problems you need to talk to someone like a guidance counselor a therapsist any one older than you and can help you . Drugs isnt a way to deal with problems. There are other ways to makke you happy. Like a hobby like maybe your good at drawing or running or reading or sports. something like that . also writing in a journal helps get all emotions out so there not hidden inside. Try find something else that makes you happy and go with that and form there on you will bulid up more happy things. 1 im not saything you will always be happy and 2 im not saying you will see changes right away but with work you can do it!!!
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