Question Posted Sunday September 18 2005, 11:36 pm
Ok.. im sorry if this gets long and confusing, but i really need help & ive got a lot on my mind.. so this will get long!!
So theres this boy, and i like him so much! the thing is.. we went out before.. and he was so great! then we broke up about 2 months later because his feelings werent as strong for me as he thought. but i still like him. we talked about going out but he didnt think it was a very good idea, but he did like me. ( we go to different schools, by the way. ) we see each other every monday, wednesday, and friday. and i think thats good enough? ever since we broke up we've been best friends.. and that makes me like him even more. about 4 months after we broke up, he asked me out again. he said for sure his feelings were strong. so i said yes, because i was madly in love with him!! he had a dance at his school, he asked me to go but i couldnt because of cheerleading practice. so i came home and checked my messages on my cell fone and one of my good friends that goes to his school called me. i called her back right away. she told me so much stuff! like the boy danced with another girl.. that didnt really bother me. but then she said they made out and he went to her house afterwards. i was crying so much!! i called his cell fone and the GIRL answered. [ to make it all worse, it was the girl i hate because she did the same exact thing with my old boyfriend. ] so me and the boy talked and he denied everything. i could not believe him. this was about 2 weeks ago. but i still love him so much!! see, thats the thing. after all he did and after all the pain i went through.. i keep on loving him. i keep on begging for him! it sucks =( i cry so much about it but theres nothing i can do.
so my question is :
what should i do!? follow my heart and still crush on him.. or give up on him?!
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