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i cant take it
i cant take it anymore i just want to kill myself or somebody. I had one person I could talk to about absolutely anything, he talked me out of killing myself and cutting and running away. but last night i told him i like him and i feel like that fucked everything up and its just awful..i just got told i was disturbing an messed up so i had to tell this guy about my suicide problems, and im going to have to tell this other guy about it too. just so they will understand. only 1 guy knew about it..now 2 do..soon to be 3, i didnt want to tell these people these things, the 1st person was the only one who knew abuot it cause he realized ya know something is wrong. and the other one knows just cause i dont want him thinkin I'm weird, same reason that the 3rd on is going to know. the 1st person than knew said that i shouldnt tell them cause the more people that know then they could tell..so should i tell them and make them not think im weird, but also risk the 3 person being able to tell or do i just let them think i'm weird
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hey.. first off..i may not know what you've been through but you shouldn't kill youself, even though all you're thinking about now is that you cant take it anymore. but think of all the life you have ahead of you, these suicidal feelings wont last very long if you just pull together and not to linger in the past about every bad thing that happened. and hey that person who told you you were disturbing and messed up, well f*** them, b/c they possibly can't feel how you feel. dont listen to what they say.
To answer your question, i think it's okay if you tell those guys if you trust them enough. Dont care what other people think about you. If you really really need to tell someone, then tell someone who will help you like the 1st guy you told. i really hope i helped! Good luck and live it up!
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