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What's wrong?
Hey everyone. You will probably all say that you don't think im in love because i'm only 13, and you may be right. I love this guy, but I don't know if i'm in love with him. The whole relationship began online when we first started talking. We go to school together so you can stop worrying about that, it wasn't an online only thing. It sort of started with a contest we started. The contest was to see who could grab each other's *butt* the most. Of course I was sort of too chicken, but he wasn't haha. Later on, we started flirting a lot, and he invited me to his house that day with some of his friends. My friend and I were going to a party later that night, so we could only stay for a little while. (she came with me). While we were there, he asked me out. I liked him enough to say yes, and things went great. We cuddled on the couch and started watching my favorite movie. It only took a few minutes for me to realize that we had to go, so I called my mom and that was it. We talked a lot that night when I got back from the party. The next day, I sleptover my cousin's house and we called him. He and my cousin had talked before so it was nice. Saturday night, the 3 of us talked for 3 and a half hours, and it was awesome. It sounds great, but there's a problem. I never have, but im kinda scared to go to his house without one of his or my friends. He's really expectant and wouldn't like anything more than for me to give him a blowjob. He knows I won't do it, but it doesn't stop him from trying. I guess that's a small reason for me not wanting to go. I know that's it's not the main reason though because I can easily say no and he won't pressure me. The huge reason I know, is that i'm scared to makeout. I wouldn't mind kissing, but i've never made out and i'm scared to. Plus the fact that I don't know how. If anyone could PLEASE help me and tell me what to do other than that kissing is natural. I know that, but I need something that will help me not be scared to go alone, and not be scared to makeout with him. I would really appreciate it. Thank you guys so much!
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