Question Posted Thursday November 25 2004, 1:02 pm
ok it all began when i went out with this guy hes now my bf. i asked my friend if he ever did anything to me would he hurt him and he said he would. my bf found out i asked a little bit ago and made a big deal about it like i cant belive ud think id do anything like that and stuff but im so curious of course im going to ask something like that. my bf thought i was flirting and the first time he said that i just thought he was amaganing things cuze id never do that. the second time he brung it up i stoped talking to all my guyfriends at school. a month later i thougt that was very unfair so i talked to them again and he said that day he thought i was flirting and id had enough with that and i said get use to it cuze im not and i have a alot of guy friends. so after that i woudlnt eat at his house, i was downstairs watching a movie with my bf, and i wouldnt eat cuze i was too uncomfterble and he made a big deal out of it. then the other day we had this fight and then i started to think and i couldnt find out if i still am in love with him or not. he told me last night he didnt think i still love him and then he asked me if i loved him, and i was truthful and i said i love u but i dont know if im still in love with u. then he was crying all day to the point where he was cryhing blood. now im stuck cuze i know before i went out with him he was suicidel and now i dont know what to do. i made him promise me hed never try suicide again after like 5000 times before. so now i dotn know what to do i hate to hurt him but i know im not happy and the fact i think of this other guy makes me even more ashamed of being with my bf cuze its not suppose to be this way. what should i do? shoudl i break up with him?
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