I know that as you read this you'd probably think that I'm weird but this problem is costing me valuable hours of sleep and i feel that if this continues my health will be in jeopardy.I'm having problems with forgetting something. I recently watched an anime series called ~ef~ a tale of memories. I dont normally watch these kinds of anime but i found myself finishing the whole series. Now the problem comes in.These past few weeks scenes from the anime just keep getting into my mind and i can't seem to shrug them off. Every time I remember that anime I feel uneasy. Its like theres a nagging feeling at the back of my head which then moves to my chest. Remembering makes me very uneasy to the point that I cant get enough sleep for weeks now. I'm really troubled by this as I know that watching anime is not supposed to cause this, but what and why is this happening to me? I really hope that someone can help me on this as I feel that anymore of this will cause some serious damage to my health.
Thank you for listening...
Well what is that your seeing like what kind of scene is stuck in your head what makes you un easy about it
try not to think about it so much
if you want to talk more privately you can message or email me
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f/14
okay so basically, i used to have a perfect life, then my parents got divorced and my dad went and got his new girlfriend pregnant so now i have a baby brother. none of that is my problem though, that's just backround info. so one day i decided to just experiment and cut myself. from then on, im a completley different person. i am addicted to cutting and im never happy everyone in my life found out my problems and ive been to therapy so much its discusting. the only person i tell anyone anything is my best friend. her parents are alcoholics and she has the worst anxiety and bi-polar ever but her parents don't care. every day i pray and pray that i will die because i hate everything and i'm never happy. i've tried multiple times to commit suicide but have not been succesful. my best friend doesn't do anything bad, then the other night she told me she cut herself. if it wasnt for me she would never have done it, and im bulimic and she made herself throw up. i feel like im ruining everything. everyone is so stressed about me they dont have time for anything and i dont even want it. i want to die so badly its sickening. i know how to kill myself for real but i know i cant do it because theres still a part of me that's scared, scared of leaving and what people will do and what will happen. idk what to do i hate being here but i dont know where to turn anymore. every day i get worse and worse and no one even knows or cares. the world would be so much better without me so why should i even stay?
Hey i would like to talk to you
you think you would like to email me
my email is rubberducky1392@yahoo.com
Listen there still reasons to live
there still hope
Just hold on
people still love you
and dont blame yourself from your friend
I want to help you find hope
talk to me if you need too
i wish you will email me
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thanks for understanding but i dont have an aol im account i only have an email.
okay whats your email
mine is rubberducky1392@yahoo.com
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14/f
ive cut for like a year and for the 3rd time im trying to quit i just need someone to talk to about it and i dont mean a shrienk or anyone like that.im not trying to seek attention from this just help. i know how much my life can change if i keep cutting and how important it is to stop but i dont want to hear that.
if your a VERY trustworthy person that i could keep talking to and wouldnt annoy you then HELP ME PLEEZ!
I understand how you feel
and i understand that you want someone to talk to
if you have Aol instant messanger you IM me at swordandfaithds
if you dont have that message me
and we will figure something out
dont worry you will be able to trust me i
hey what happen ?
with the emailing
no privacy?
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Advicenators!
Ive started taking dance clas for an hour every morning, & its intense & my whole bodys sore! Especially my legs. We streth before & evrything so im assuming its good soreness. Anyway, how do i ease the pain? I dont want to be sore all summer! Advil/heating? Any tips, let me know! Thanks!
DO alot of streching soon you will get use to the pain and then there wont even be any pain
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I'm going to a sweet sixteen tomorrow and I dont know anyone (except for the bday girl)!!! what do i doo?! I know i should be outgoing and all... but i dont want to be like weird about it...
yahh. help please!?!
Well try and have fun
The person who is hosting the party will most likly introduce you to people
so start conversations with them
and then later once you had talk you will get more out going with them and start having some fun
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Well, i have this best friend who is a guy. we met a couple years ago and get along great. he recently asked if it was okay with me if we could be friends with benefits. i like him a lot and so i agreed. neither one of us really wants to date, and we want to see how this goes and maybe we'll hook up later. =]
well, the thing is, i've never really done this before. my question is...are there any kind of "rules" or "establishments" that follows being friends with benefits? i don't understand really how it goes. (and yes i've had bf's before so i'm not completely clueless). the idea is new to me, so i just need some info.
16/f
thanks. :)
Well you already said that you guys both dont want to date
but it also means that you really cant get jealous if you see him doing stuff with other girls as well
Because one its none of your business and two he isnt yours
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