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I'm turning my life around now in college and I just find it insane how so many kids were on the right track during my most difficult years in my life. Most people have school dance memories, first relationship memories, hanging out with their friends memories and for me it was mostly just blank. Watching tv, going online, lacking motivation, having no confidence, etc. Even as an adult female now, I'm still learning how to do social relationships properly.. it makes me feel like a child to be so behind, while my peers are getting married, starting jobs above the minimum wage, and so on.
Why didn't things just click for me too, when I was younger, like they are now? The only thing I've really changed is my diet, but I knew kids who ate terrible diets and still did really well in school, so I'm not even sure. My parents were pretty uninvolved and I really needed someone to kick my butt, cause at the time, I didn't know how to discipline myself to reach my dreams.
Is that all it was?But it doesn't also explain why I had so much difficulty relating to my peers. Even now at 20 I still only use my phone to communicate with my immediate family and co-workers 99% of the time
Am I always going to be behind like this or how can my experiences make me a better, stronger person? I don't believe everything happens for a reason, because I don't believe anyone deserves to get bombed or raped. So it makes it kind of hard to rectify my past. I'm a hard working person but when I look back at what people consider pivotal years of their life I just see a black fog of confusion, sadness, isolation, and reducing motivation levels. I don't blame anyone, I can't. My parents tried.
But what do I make of those memories? I focus on my present and future but it's hard to imagine people accepting my past when I even struggle to accept that I was really like that, leading to the struggles I still deal with. (link)
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It`s a really hard for you but it`s normal. You are growing up and you feel that nobody understands you and you get a lot of problems now. But you`ll be okay. I also had very tough times in college once but it was connected to educational problems and my success achievements. But I have solved all my issues due to https://essayvikings.com/blog/narrative-essay-on-a-life-changing-moment and now I`m happy with my college life :)
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I feel like I am in a crisis now. I recently had to leave several people I love very dearly to come home and I am living with my mom who I have no emotional relationship with. These people were my emotional lifeline while at school and in life including one teacher in particular who really cared about me and I came to depend on her emotionally and on our regular meetings. Every time I think about these people I sob. My life feels aimless. I feel like I am not here. Their love was what I lived for and now I don't feel it anywhere. I feel like my body is here but nothing else. I am doing things and in a summer program in (commuting daily to NYC) which I am working on things I'm passionate about, but I don't feel fully here. Last night my mom and I had a fight and it brought back all this pain and I started to feel suicidal. I am so depressed and feel so lost. Leaving the house for anything at all gives me anxiety. I have no one to talk to or sit with or hug. Why do I even exist? The emotions I have inside feel massive. If I try to fully release them it will be too big and too much for the people around me to handle (especially my mom). (link)
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I`m so sorry about you feeling so bad now. I hope your emotional health get well soon and you will cope with all your troubles. Maybe it`s the right time to dedicate yourself to something you love the most. Think about it. If you are good in something it`s your time to set up and achieve your goals. I have found myself in writing when I thought everything was lost. Now I`m satisfied with my life and know https://essayvikings.com/blog/how-to-write-a-5-paragraph-essay as my second home where I can be myself.
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I have a job interview tomorrow and Tuesday one is at MacDonald's and the other one is at Sonic. I have no idea what I am supposed to wear . I know I am supposed to have a resume , but I have no work experience. I do have volunteer experience with my church. I know they will want at least 3 references , but the only person I can think of is my pastor at my church and my cousin since I babysit her son all the time . Will they a:Celtic my cousin as a reference or should I put her husband down as one instead. I have volunteered at several nursing homes and drug rehabs in the past. I don't remember any of the staff's names at the nursing homes or drug rehab centers . What do I need to bring with me to an interview. Will they need my birth certificate ? Please help me! (link)
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