Gender: Female
Location: portsmouth
Occupation: unemployed
Age: 25
Member Since: August 26, 2009
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prob. wrong categorie, idk..
15/f
basically, i hate myself.
i hate my life and everything about it therefor i hate myself.
i have absolutly NO real friends.
my family is so f**ked up its not even funny..
i mess up BAD with every nice, decent guy i meet, screw up every relationship i'm in..
my parents hate me, legit.
i dont wanna tell you my life story and all the reasons im like this.. and im not trying to be dramatic, i seriously do have a bad life. the only thing i can think good of about me is that i'm pretty. but it doesnt even matter because people dont think i'm pretty when they look at me, they think im a miserable, mental, bitch.
i dont mean to dump all this on you, but i clearly have some depression issues.. that have been diagnosed by my therapist.. and my mom 'doesnt believe in depression medicine' so i cant even take a friken prozac to make me happy. >:o
ive even tried turning to religion..
and i have no one to talk to..
idk what to do with myself anymore..
the other day i ran away from the school and went missing for 2 days.. clearly im going insane and need help. i have counceling.. doesnt work..
anyone know how i can make myself happy? im sick of being like this and crying 247.. someone be my friend..? (link)
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Hi there i no how you feel im 25/f and in the same boat, i am suffering with depression at the present time and i had it before at your age!
The only thing you have to have is faith in yourself, i no its hard to do but im doing the same.
If you think you are pretty then you are gorgeous, in this day and age you have to show people what you think of yourself as they cant see it for themselves thanks to people like Paris Hilton!
With your mum not believing in medication is her opinion, cant you ask your doctor to keep it all patient doctor confidentiality? or just get it put it in another tub and tell your mum its birth control? (if you think it will help you)
you can talk to me whenever you wish my email is gemmalunn1984@hotmail.co.uk
i have cried all of the tears i can, i can not physically cry anymore, just try and smile show people who the real you is and try live life to the full! the only person who can really help you is you at the moment it will take time but just keep on working on it trust me it works.
keep your chin up babes x
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