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ok, i'm 19/female. my best friend(steve) died in march. the night before he did we admitted to each other that we were in love with each other and had been for years. it was the happiest day of my life. all i had to do was break up with my man. the next morning, steve was found dead at a nearby park. the police still dont know if it was suicide or if he was killed, but anyways. that death destoryed my whole life, took my heart right down in the grave with him. then i met neil, and i still love steve, i always will... but i connect with neil, and i see things in neil that i saw with steve. i think that steve sent neil to me to make sure im ok. well.. neil was on probation, and broke it by leaving the county, and now is facing a 1-3 yr sentence. i dont know what to do. i cant lose both of them. please help.
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well first of all id like to say your still young,you will meet many steves and neals along your journey.as for steve you will never know what could have been.as for neal first id like to know why was he on probation?and how long have you known him?if you believe this is the man for you then time will tell.he will be there for about three years waiting on you.so you have the ball in your hands.and i would suggest taking it day by day.having a man in prison is no easy task,you suffer also.you will be alone,until hes out.trust me on this its hard not being able to cuddle or go out with your man.if nothing else you could always be friends,he will need one.well i hope i could help .
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