Member Since: April 6, 2012
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Last Update: April 6, 2012
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First of all id just like to say this is more of a statement than a question and for that i apologise i just thought that somebody should hear what im thinking before i die. Im male, 21 years old from the uk and ive finally given up on life.
Ive been trawling the net for days trying to find reasons why i shouldnt kill my self and i just can't think of any, ive felt dead for years, i know its selfish but i dont see any other way.
IT all goes back 11 years when i found out my biological father was a peodophile, what a way to fuck a kids head up, i dont blame my mom for telling me, she got advice from many different people and authorities and was told that it was best to tell me. since then i was never the same i took to stealing and lying, smoking pot and generaly being a prick. i have stolen from my mother so many times ive lost count, ripping her pubs of for £1000's at a time and everytime she has let me back, well i did it again just recently trying to stay out of my own head i picked up an old habit for cocaine and in 2 short weeks of running a pub for her have ripped it off for £900, she and her bloke are in debt up to there eyeballs already and now with this they both might lose there home and job(another pub) i know that im well and truely broken, i should have a seen a shrink years ago but always refused and ive recently come to realise that the drugs the stealing it was always running from the real issues ive left bottled up. It will probably destroy my mom when i kill myself tonight but i figure if i do it im only going to hurt her this 1 last time,
the real question here is do you think she and my little brother will ever forgive me? (link)
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Talk to me. I've tried killing myself plenty of times and I'm not like the others who just say aww please dont and get some help youll be alright. Because I know it's not alright. Obviously I don't want you to do anything but you need to talk about why and how and trust me after talking about it it makes it feel kinda dumb. I usually just try suicide without thinking and end up feeling a dick cos barely anything works trust me they always find a way to save you.
It feels like you would rather give your loved ones one big hurt rather than hurting them over a long period of time doesnt it? Trust me, I tell myself that so many times over deciding to leave my three year old son with a dead mummy.
Honestly, talk to me, I will help you
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Hey there. 17-year-old female, who is currently dating the most amazing guy she has ever met. After a few months of dating, we had finally decided to have sex for the first time. He had already lost his virginity a while ago, but I was brand-spanking new to pretty much everything. He eased me comfortably through foreplay and some fingering, which hurt a bit at first, but I eventually adjusted to. Then he finally decided to push inside for the first time.
The pain was unbelievably excruciating, and it completely caught me off guard. I knew the first time was going to hurt, so I told myself I would power through it, but after a few more thrusts, I had to quit. He understood and backed off, and we spent the rest of the night doing other things.
Two weeks later, we decided to try again. This time, he fingered me for a little while longer, because we both thought that might help loosen me up a little bit. We also bought a good amount of lube, and made sure he was fully slicked up before we tried again. However, the exact same thing as last time happened, and I was almost crying because of all the pain I was experiencing when he pushed inside. This is when we both started to worry that I was just way too tight for us to have sex at this point.
I want us to keep trying, but the pain is absolutely horrible, and I'm not sure what to do. I usually have a very high tolerance; however, this is way beyond what I can handle. The only advice we can get is to just keep going at it...but it would be nice to know any other ways to help ease this process. (link)
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I think that because of your first experience trying it has made you clamp up however disgusting that sounds. When you try again your brain is reminding you of how much "doing this" hurts from your past experience. You need to relax and I think if you were to try from on top and ease yourself rather than him forcing his way in then you will become more comfortable doing it in your own time. Trust me I know it's this because Ive been having sex for years but when Im uncomfortable or thinking about things that put me off, I clamp up too and it just aint happening.
Keep trying, make yourself feel sexy with nice lingerie and it will make you feel good about yourself and will be more likely to relax and your natural lubricants will be released. I'd still use lube though
Good luck!
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Hi!am the 50 piritons dude again,i live in kenya and my contacts are +254720729441.before the piritons i had tried many poisons.some are cockroach chalk,petrol,and others i cant remember due to issues i had with my wife and i have never gone to hospital cz am nt financially stable.physically i feel ok (link)
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Nothing works does it!!! I'm the same, I get a twinge of jealousy from the people who die accidently from small overdoses. I think what you gotta realise is that poisons seriously dont work. They dont for me and they obviously dont for you. Give up on the poisons, you're not meant to die no matter how bad you want it. I've realised that now even though I keep trying. Try feel your emotions without trying to die. I know it's hard but trust me it's the only way out of feeling the unbearable feelings, it takes a while though and you will need alot of support as it makes you the lowest you can be. Apparently by doing so one day you might feel in control of your life again and happy. I'm still waiting but if you got kids it's worth a try
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my boyfriend and i just had a big fight... and now he's taken 5 piriton tablets to fall asleep..... I'm tryin to take 5 piritons too... i dont care abt living anymore... i woud like to know what overdose of piriton can cause?? (link)
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I agree with what the above person said but I seriously wouldnt worry over 5 tablets. I've taken loads of overdoses into their 100's at a time and I'm perfectly healthy. I take about 5 piriton when I feel like rubbish and just wanna go sleep so as for calling out an ambulance and all thats just a little bit dramatic and a waste of time for the hospital. I've just taken a few now to zone out abit.
I don't think you should die over a fight. It may feel painful but seriously it will all be different the next day.
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