Member Since: November 13, 2014
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Hey , I'm 18 years old ,male, i live in NY , and my parents are divorced.Recently i went to live with my dad who i didn't see for 11 years.i fucking hate him , he is being all bossy on me , he is a old fuck head who has diabetes and a lot of diseases.I wanna move out to Texas to live with my girlfriend.i got a job , its a internship program , but i wont make enough money , like $370 2 weeks.i don't know what to do , i cant go back to my mother due to unusual circumstances.I'm thinking about killing my dad to be honest , maybe by poisoning him or stabbing him and hiding the body or i don't know , i need to plan it out .
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Oh dear, I totally understand where you're coming from.Now you see here, a couple of years back I thought I had hit rock bottom.Family drama is just a small term to define what Ive been through, and just like you, I was far too young and inexperienced to move out.What Ive done, is *As miss Glamazon said* build myself up from the very bottom *knowing that my family were on welfare, couldn't get any worse than that!* I know living with people that don't understand your pain can be horrible, but in order to save yourself, you truly do need to get started on something that will help you gain independence! Work experience and educational experience will go a very, VERY long way, for you will have what it takes to depend on yourself fully!The worst thing you can do for yourself is get yourself in trouble with the police. You are an 18 year old, mature adult man, and I do believe that if you were able to face previous turmoils in life (since you said you've been through family divorce problems), and that you have been able to withstand all of that, that you are truly a fighter and that you CAN make it through so much more =). When one day you find yourself successful, independent and living the happy life you have always wished for, you will have so much pride in yourself knowing that you did this ALL.BY.YOUR.SELF! =)))
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