Member Since: September 9, 2015
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Last Update: September 9, 2015
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First off, I don't need life advice. I would goto therapy if I wanted that.
I want to end my life. This has been a long-time, depressional thought process. I've tried numerous things to find self-esteem. For over 20 years, I have dealt with bi-polar type behavior.
I did some research on one diagnosis. Borderline anti-social personality disorder. Due to repeatedly having the police called on me due to attempts at suicide, I cannot purchase a firearm, legally. So, possessing a firearm would be difficult.
I have come to wanting to go by, "Suicide by cop". At a prison. Where the tower marksmen shoot to kill, not to injure. I'm tired of life.
What are other ways to go, other than by harming someone or by natural means? Something that I could induce during sleep. Force a major aneurysm.
I don't want, "I need therapy help", comments. Just a way to die somewhat peacefully. Just so you know, I understand enough of the human psyche to bring myself towards unrecoverable depression. Which I have been doing for a few months now. (link)
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I know this may not change your mind but I'd die inside if I didn't try I know that your going through a rough time I can't tell you that I no what your going through but I can try to understand I don't want you to feel as if this is the end for you and that you need to end your life because this is the only life you get I know there are people who care about you and need you in their life and honestly its selfish to want to die when you have others who care for you I hope you make the right decision
You are loved ❤
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