Member Since: September 19, 2012
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Last Update: September 19, 2012
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i am 14 years old,female. my parents have been separted for 3 years, divorced for exactly 2. i didnt really realize that my dad was abusive towards me until a few months ago. he is a narcissist to the maxxxxxxxxx like no joke. he is very smart with numbers and facts and so he tries to twist EVRYTHING around and make it seem something differnt to benefit HIM. i went out to dinner with him to tell him how I feel not him, and all he kept talking was himself, me, me, me. and im sick of it. he uses self pity, manipulation, denial, lying, everything. i have 4 other syblings, my older sister doesnt even see my dad becasue she knows what a psycho he is. my little brother doesnt even "care" or so he says about havign a father right now becasue my dad hasnt seen or talked to him since fathers days. and that is what gets me most mad, i am a very protective sibling and im a straight shooter and have no problem with confronting people and so i was like wtf is going on? you dont feel like you should talk to him..like at all? but listen to this..he goes no im very hurt that HE (my little brother) hasnt texted me its very upsetting..im like are you fucking out of your mind? your the father like get ur shit together and be a father. and i told him the other day basically a fuck you that he doesnt care about anyone but himself and all he said was sorry you feel that way..like really? and i cant go back to seing him its such a toxicccccc relationship and i feel so much better not seeing him.BUT i was sooo stressed out because my dad being the narc that he is ALWAYS put me in the middle between me and my mom wanted me to pick sides and to go back and forth and its just such bullshit im so over him really. but over the 3 years i've lost frends, grades went down oyu name it, and this year of freshman year means a lot to me, and i want to do good, and i knew the first step was letting him go. i guess the hardest part was admitting that how i feel when i see him and when i dont, my feeling dont change, i still feel like i dint have a father. but i have to deal with that on my own and learn to accept it. so it's just affected me in (link)
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Dude, you're 14, you have your whole life ahead of you. Just tell him how it is.
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Hi
I am thinking about to kill myself.
My life is not going well.I fill hopeless and everyone hates me.
I am totally dumn and arrogant person and I am s fsilure in USA. (link)
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I say do it. Why suffer everyday? Why feel horrible about yourself every second of everyday? Wouldn't it be easier to just end it all? Why not go to a better place? Why out yourself through all that when there's a way out?
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