Member Since: February 27, 2012
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y do people try to stop people when they want to die? its probably for a good reason that they do not want to live anymore
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suicide is sometimes a form of giving up feeling that is no way out of the current situation.
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I'll get right to the point. I can't stand living anymore. Everything about my life has turned to sh*t. All my friends ditched me fir no reason and now have a new group of friends who all hate me. They continuously talk about me behind my back, give me dirty looks in the hall, and cyberbully me.I can't walk past them without seeing them whispering, staring at me, and then a sudden burst of laughter. I have mo friends that are girls. I get called a slut for hanging out with guys so much. Every day for the past two months I cut myself. I became bulimic about two weeks ago. I've. Attempted suicide twice. The only thing standing in the way of me really trying hard to kill myself is my parents and my sister. No one knows about my bulimia. The only person who knows about my cutting is my old friends because I did it even before all this sh*t happened. I'm terrified that they are going to tell somebody. My grades mainly consist of b's and c's. The only time I feel ok is when I'm acting on stage, but I had to transfer out of my performing arts class because my old friends are in it and I couldn't take their constant dirty looks and whispering and laughing. I really don't think I have anything going for me. I hate my life so much. Does anyone have advice on what I can do, besides telling my parents or my councelor about my problems? (link)
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I have had similar experience where it seems everyone hates and thinks your not good enough that no matter what you do, they can always get you.
I have done everything you mentioned except cut myself as i can't stand blood, hopefully my advice can get you through this diffucult time.
1. If they are too cowardly to talk behind your back andnot to your face that they have to resort to sneaky tactics its cause they know you're vulnerable and are hurt by it, words mean nothing if they are not true, you are important for yourself not anyone else we are born alone and in the end we also go alone,the term friend is used so loosly, during high school i had no friends and i hated myself for not being happy with myself, if i can wake up everyday and face the same people who hate me im not afraid and words don't hurt cyberbulling is another cheap trick and at this point is a criminal offense.
2. Cutting yourself draws out blood which contains endorphins which like a drug calm you but no one is worth YOUR physical touture the world is full of mean ignorant people in it that we all have the potential to be nice or not, choose to help or hurt when people are under stress its hard to try approach people sometimes not knowing what to say or fear of other kinds of ridicule, if your "friends" ditched YOU forget them and move as it was there choice and not only because of you friends come as go like money is passed friends one day enemies next. Trust yourself and focus on what makes YOU happy.
In this world time waits for no one and those who think there bad now will get theres eventually Karma works and is a knive and shield give and take help get help hurt get hurt, i understand that telling your parents might make them think crazy stuff.
3. its hard when you feel like no one cares why try it wont matter life is hard and everyone gets whats coming you are important you have a family and are taking a big step by asking for advice.
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