Member Since: March 27, 2011
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I am a 45 year old male. I served in the army for 20 years. I was medically discharged due to a negligent life threatening parachute collision. I could not live without being in the army. So on my last day before heading off on holidays, I went up to my room on the barracks and swallowed in excess of 300 tablets. Previously I had been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome (PTSD) of which I was taking a cocktail of drugs. On top of that I was also taking a cocktail of drugs for the pain from my parachute injuries.So I swallowed the pills...wrote my goodbye letter to my wife and 4 daughters. Unfortunately I woke up in hospital. 2 years later I slashed my left wrist and I was bleeding into a bucket whilst talking to a counsellor...once again I woke up in hospital. I want to die. I can not take this life of mine any more. Please tell 100% how to commit suicide! (link)
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My best friend committed suicide three years ago by lying down in front of a train. He left behind a one year old son. Because of his selfish act, that child has to grow up without a father. My friend gave that little boy the worst start imaginable. He will be filled with thoughts like if he was the reason for it, if he wouldn't have been born, maybe it wouldn't have happened... all kinds of things. Dont put your family through that. There are new studies on PTSD. Traumatic memories are linked to adrenaline. I forget what the drug is called exactly, but look it up, I'm not bullshitting. It's still in the testing phase, but it's worth looking into. They have done studies on rats and so far it has worked, and proven to decrease memories of traumatic events.
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If you say anything about "There's a reason for you to be here" or anything about God or giving life a second chance, shove it. I'm 22, have had diabetes since I was 9, have had multiple sclerosis for over a year, have been the president of a club on faith, and have done so many other things that people have suggested. No one gives a shit about me, and that is that. People who I've taken care of for years don't care about me.Life, is bull shit. What is the best way to end it, in your guy's opinion? The least amount of mess too, I've thought about using my pistol, but then there will be brain matter for others to clean up. What is the easiest and cleanest way to commit suicide? (link)
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My advice is don't. It takes true courage to ask for help, but only a coward will give up the fight. Suicide is a selfish act. I have had personal struggles, and I have lost friends and family alike to suicide. I know how that gripping loneliness, pain, and desperation feels... and it sucks. But I would live through a lifetime of anguish just to see the smile on my one year old son's face. There are things worth living for, whether you choose to believe it or not. Now that I've said that, I guess I have to shove it, huh? When I was in active addiction, I crawled into one of those heavy duty black garbage bags and slammed a bunch of heroin, hoping I'd pass out with the needle in my arm and never wake up again. But I did wake up in the hospital, and now here I am, with my wonderful son, whom I live every day for. I'm 23, and I never feel like getting out of bed. I have to force myself to. I still have major depression, and my meds and therapy don't help, and the reason I was surfing through here was because I typed in the best way to commit suicide.... it's weird how sometimes you don't necessarily find what you set out to find, but you end up stumbling upon what you needed to to come to your own realizations.
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my life is average i guess.
short story on my life- i live with my dad. my mom got a new job and moved across the world. but my parents are still together. just dont live together. i have a boyfriend. been dating for almost 7 months. i'm in love with him. we had a rocky start (many fights) but we worked it out and things are better now. I don't have a lot of friends. 1 best friend and a few other friends. I play a sport. My grades are good. (mostly A's and B's) I'm interested in a bunch of things varying from photography, art, listening to music, video production, cooking, writing etc.
so basically. my life is average. its ok. except... i find myself sad a lot. there are times when i just cry for no reason. If i'm home alone, i'll start crying for a little bit. and then i'm ok. if i'm out hanging with friends, they will be laughing and having a good time and sometimes i find myself to be distant and space out feeling a little sad.
what is wrong with me? i dont think its depression because i dont have thoughts of suicide or self harm. i dont think i HATE myself.. i just get sad sometimes. I'm not really sure why.
oh and this isn't really a thing i can talk to with someone. My dad wouldn't be any help, trust me. my boyfriend would just make things more confusing and difficult (its happened before. he thought i was sad because of our relationship and we were close to breaking up) my best friend doesn't really help either (ive gone to her for help before and majority of the time she makes absolutely no difference)
i just don't know why i'm sad. its not like my life is a giant disappointment..i just. feel sad. gah.
any advice? (link)
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There doesn't have to be any real reason you're sad. That's the tricky thing about depression. It's just a chemical imbalance in your brain, for whatever reason. Until you try to sort that out, don't think suicidal thoughts. Watch Peter Pan, and think happy thoughts, It is very hard to do. In fact, I am in your shoes right now, looking up the best ways to commit suicide. Haha, hypocritical me... but in searching for answers, sometimes you don't find what you want to find, but what you need to find.
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