Member Since: July 13, 2012
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Last Update: July 13, 2012
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Ever since i was born, i was always the shy girl and quiet. I've been trying to changed and asked God to change my life. But i am still the same girl. I am 23 years old, im a women now. I have been hurt so much. I cried almost every night because my heart in pain. I graduated from high school in 2008 and have not have a good job. Beside now i am a housekeeper. which is my worst night mare job ever. my dream is to go to college but i cant passed testes to get in.I have been tried about 10 times to get into school. And i couldn't cuz of my dumness. I have no friends. No one likes me. I dont know why. all i ever do is being sweet nice and innocent. Every day im thinking about dying. I am really hurt. The longer i live the more hurt i get. The only people love me are my parents. My siblings are not even like me. They always ignored me. I have a phone but no one ever call me. I am hurt and lonely. So, what is the best way to die? What kind of pills should i take? Please tell me. (link)
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Sweetheart, since you are posting on this site (which is meant to help people) asking for advice on how to commit suicide, you know that you do not really want to kill yourself.
Somewhere inside you is a glimmer of hope that you can improve your life. And you can! You are 23, still young with your life ahead of you. You have all the time in the world to solve your problems.
Time and effort are the only things you need. Time you've got. The effort you must give!
The first step on your way to a good life and outlook is to get help. Professional help is at first the best you should go for, but eventually you will have to talk to the people in your environment about your problems. Start small and choose someone you really trust. Work from there.
I've had some mental problems myself and I can tell you that they were mostly caused by me isolating myself from my environment. Once you do this, you are on a bad path. You will get lost inside your own head. Do not underestimate the ways that the brain can make you lose track of reality by isolating yourself. Keep talking to people, let them know what's going on inside of you.
Finally, you seem to have problems with school. Personally, I do not believe in people lacking 'intelligence' to learn something or pass tests. It's all about motivation, willpower and self-confidence. I cannot be sure but working from your situation I'd say that you lack more in the motivation department than the intelligence department. So work on yourself, your outlook on life and that may help you to concentrate and feel the empowerment needed to pass those entry tests!
I wish you good luck.
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