Member Since: August 10, 2008 Answers: 2 Last Update: August 10, 2008 Visitors: 458
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Hello, I'm a male, 17 years old, and from Lebanon (Middle East). I'm really confused about my sexuality. I have a girlfriend and I appear straight to all my friends. But when I masturbate, I imagine that I'm a girl getting violated, or having sex with two guys etc. And when I watch a porn movie, I see myself as the girl in the movie, not as the guy, and imagining that I'm a girl having sex with a guy turns me on more than anything. I always like to be a girl who is having sex with guys not a guy having sex with a guy, nor a girl having sex with a girl, only a girl having sex with a guy. and I have a fake email ID and when I'm using it I pretend to be a girl, I steal girl's photos from the Internet and show them to guys in Chatting Rooms, and tell them that it's me. they believe that it's me and start chatting dirt to me... and I masturbate. I've never had sex by the way. But I was once harrased 2 months ago in a Cab by the driver... at first he started turning me on with a sex talk, then he gave me a handjob.. I don't consider it as a sexual harrasment because I didn't defend myself.. I let him do it. But i didn't let him touch my penis. But I also have a girl friend.. and when we make out I get turned on.. but I never reached orgasim with her.. she once tried to give me ahandjob but it didn't work.. I don't wana be Gay or Bisexual, I want to be straight. I watch porn a lot and i'm addicted to masturbation. HELP (link)
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Well you sound like a teen male. No but seriously, thats normal. Masturbation is healthy and makes you happier in general. Watching porn isnt terrible. Alot of people do it.
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i was trying to explain to my boyfriend how the first time we "make love" or have sex i would like it to be special.. and i couldnt explain it in the right words.. tell me if you can relate and help me find better wording/explanation.. the first time i have sex i want it to feel more sensual then just the norm sex like i want to be on the bottum so i feel the man over me taking control then me just getting on top and doing my thing.. ( becuase it is said it feels better when the girl is on top and controls) but i really dont care what feels better i just want him to love me and control me i want to feel like the girl instead of holding myself over him feeling manly.. i cant explain that to him how can i word that its so hard to get a guy to understand how a girl feels about this.. what do you guys think?? (link)
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Im not really sure, but please use protection!
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