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I'm not your typical young naive girl who doesn't know anything about the world and expects what she wants to be handed to her on a gold platter. I'm not a girl who has unrealistic goals. I'm not a girl who acts like she's someone else. I'm comfortable in my own skin. I'm not a girl who's weak and doesn't stand up for herself. I don't take a beating. I'm not a moron. I'm quite intelligent. I'm not a douche bag like most girls who think it's just a guys physical appearance and his bank account. I'm not a girl who is going to walk all over her friends just to get her way. I'm a damn good girl. Maybe not in every sense. I've done the whole drugs, booze, sex thing, but I didn't let it get to my head. I'm far from arrogant. I'm level headed. Anyway. Stephanie. I'm fifteen, sixteen on August 18. I'm around 5'3, 96 pounds. Yes I'm very little (not anorexic). In all honesty, I'm a girl who is quite unlike most. I'm not a virgin, nor do I regret what I did. I'm not an addict to any substance other than life. I'm not very picky with who I let in my life, but I am with who I let stay in my life. Once you screw me over, there is no second chance. I'm seldomly rude or mean unless I feel the need to be. So, if you get chewed out, it's for a good reason. I'm one of the guys. I'll wrestle you to the ground and pin you down. I am a tough girl, but I don't flaunt it unlike some girls who think they're so hardcore because they claim to be tougher than everyone else. I really get bothered when boys assume that because I'm a girl I know nothing about gaming & music (amongst other things), when in reality I probably know more than they do. So, this is rather long and I doubt many if any will read all of it. Oh, well. I'm pretty mature for my age so ask whatever is on your mind.
advice
I'm 17/f. My boyfriend of 2 years and I are going to a concert this summer and I really want to lose my virginity to him soon, so I figured why not that night? After the concert, I was wondering how I could somehow initiate it or give him a sign that I want to have sex with him THEN? I dont want to kill the moment by discussing it beforehand because I know it'd make him AND me feel uncomfortable knowing. I want to let it happen on it's own without making it seem awkward. How do I initiate the moment?
During the concert you could be real close to him (not suffocating him lol.) And be more intimate than you usually are towards him, if he doesn't get it yet, then give him a few seductive looks .
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