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ive lived many lives and walked many roads. I am an em-path and have the ability to get to the heart of the matter.
I know about love, loss, death, family and spirituality.
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I raised two boys. One is now 26 and in the video game industry. The other is 21 and teaches CPR.
(two fathers, never married...)
The love of my life is a Stock Market Dynamo.(I hope to with this one)
I have been in recovery from drugs and alcohol for 10 years.
Ive been in dysfunctional and healthy relationships.
Im a big believer in Cause and Effect, Law of Attraction, and the Golden Rule.
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okai so i've gotten a bit suicidal recently. i've lost all my friends & now it seems to me that there isnt really a reason for me to live anymore cause there is noone who really cares about me & i dont know .. if i die noone would really bother you know?
i just feel like i'm worthless & i'm always alone & just sit in my room. i mean it wouldnt really make a difference if i sit in my room or 'rest in peace' cause either way noone cares.
everyone just walks by me & ignores me & i seem to lose every person who i was ever important to. i fail at everything.
i dont want you to tell me how to make new friends or whatever.. i just wanna believe that even without having friends life is still worth living & that i'm worth something. and telling me that im still young & can still have a great future doesnt help either cause i've tried telling myself that loads of times. help? i just hate this feeling.. i always cry & honestly just wanna kill myself... & the feeling that noone would care if i DID is just horrible.
You are so absolutely right! All those things are cliches people say to make themselves feel better.
The real issue is how YOU feel about yourself. And the sad truth may be you AREN'T loved like you should be. And I don't blame you at all for feeling that way. It really sucks being alone. I really have been there. I turned to drugs and tried numerous attempts at suicide. I felt like a fn cock roach... I wouldn't die!! lol
But what I can tell you is that YOU deserve a good, joyous life. F*#k the people around you who are too stupid to see you!
The ONLY reason to want to live is for YOU!!! Look at the
miracles in life. How a baby is born, how a tree is made and find some greater power, cause there is one. You were born, you are still alive, that means there is a purpose for you. Maybe it's helping people just like you. Reaching out to a lost soul. Find some reason girl, any reason to live.
If I found out you died, I WOULD CARE! I WOULD CRY! I would be heartbroken... Truley I would. I don't know you, but by god I feel you!
Meaning of life? Different for everyone, For me it's been about overcoming what I thought people wanted of me and to find and live with joy!!
It's out there!
Please please please email me anytime for any reason! You just found someone who cares and I'm NOT just saying that!
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