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I am not close to my family, as I feel that they don't understand me at all. My two brothers have been bad to me since I was young when I am innocent. They thought that I was a nuisance to them. They were very selfish to me. They never thought of my feelings, probably only when i was a small little cute kid.
My father is very bias towards my brothers. He wishes us to be very punctual. Once I was late a little and I apologised, he scolded me the whole day. But when my brothers were very late, he didn't really care. He also demanded birthday presents for me. I mean, I am just a teenager who doesn't work how can I have enough money to buy him what he wants-a limousine??
My mother will always discourage me. When I have confidence in doing something well, she will tell me to stop dreaming. I usually lack of confidence, but when I have confidence, she discourages me?? She treats my friends way better than me. Her tone always changes when she is talking to my friends.
Sometimes , i think that usually mygrandparents might understand me a lot. My grandmother passed away when i was a small kid and i was very sad as she understood me a lot. All the people who understands me left me. Sometimes I really feel like commiting suicide. How am I to survive in this type of family. Speaking the truth, my brothers almost attempted to ki_ _ me before, so I am very scared of them. How can they be like this?? Sometimes I feel as though I am an adopted child because my adopted friend was also being treated like this. Her mother beats her up for no reason. Can someone give me some advice what I should do under this kind of circumstances? (link)
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Im not sure how old you are, but my family has treated me the same way my entire life and im 23 years old. my grandma was my rock and unfortunely passed away august 21, 2010. i understand how you must feel inside. you need to tell someone(a friends parent, closely trusted teacher, outside trusted family member) about the abuse, definately from your brothers. The problems with your parents are hard to deal with. They are supposed to be the enforcers, protectors, and they should know better. your parents sound like terrible people that need to have a dose of CPS reality. You cannnot live that way. it will kill you inside and it will ruin future relationships with significant others, friends, etc. You need outside help. Im glad you took the initiative to submit your question but now its time to stand up strong and let them and the world know that your not going to be pushed around any longer. As a final thought you could report them to CPS (Child Protective Services) yourself. call them and make a report and they will come and investigate.
You have taken step one, Your question has been read, Now let your voice be heard.
if you need any further support just ask me a question p2p and i will help as i can.
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