I have a pretty hard life, it's not easy in this town. I always have alot on my mind, but since last year I've been counting on beer to clear my mind...I wanted to know why a little alcohol makes me think about nothing...even when I'm not drunk?
It's a depressant. It lets you run away from your problems. Most drugs can do that for you.
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hey i have a problem with cutting and i dunno how to controll it and today 10/22/04 i wound up cutting my self agian because my b.f broke up with me and im like in love with him and ahh...hard to explain and well i need some advice on how to stop or atleast trying to controll it please help me!! ill rate you high and i would like some advice from ppl who actualy do it or used to thanks soo much and if you wanna takl to me more about it im me on
babi beautifulx3 or email me at babii_thug_699@yahoo.com
thanks so much!! ill rate ya a five if ya get at me
love always courtney
Ahh that is really hard. You have to make a commentmit with yourself that you can't do it no more. It's like a drug. It's really hard to stop it. If you don't have enough self control to stop it maybe you should tell someone that could help you out. But If your depressed I seriously suggest not taking anti depressants. They make you go crazy and suicidal. If you are suicidal you should deffinetly get some help. I know how you feel so if you ever need anyone to talk to you can IM me at BRitchellex3.
xoxooxoxox
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ok last year i was very deressed but i never told anyone. i got over it. now im depressed again. this is serious though because i know that i can control it, but it hurts me inside. i think of killing people (no, i will never do this!!) but it wont stop. i will never kill someone, but i keep on thinking of it. my family cant afford a physcologist or anything. we are going through a tough time right now with money. i get depressed whenever i go online a lot and other tough things happen, and i just feel depressed like this at different points during the day. i want to help myself get over this. i know i can do it. please help me!
Try getting involved in some things to keep your mind off of stuff. It's hard I know but it's just something your going to have to do. Try talking to a friend or something. If you don't have anyone to talk to you can IM me or something. See my column.
Hope everything goes well.
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hey..i am g0in thr0 al0t latley..me and my bf have been fighting n0n st0p..and its scaring me..but ne ways..im almost 16..and i weigh 115..i HATE triple numbers..i want the perfect b0dy..my b0yfriend says im beautifull all the time..but thats kinda what b0yfriends r supp0sed t0 d0..i want to get down to 99..i was belimic way back in the day..but i was 0n the f0ne with my friend and i t0ld her i want t0 bec0me an0rexic..she flipped 0ut and hung up..so0oo i was like fine i w0nt d0 that..and last nite i made myself thr0w up t0 see what its like..i kinda s0rta liked it =\..well my bf said if i ever d0 ne thing "physc0" it w0uld be 0ver f0r g00d..and i was w0nderin w0uld he n0tice if i g0t t0 99..and if ne 0ne else w0uld n0tice..well i neEd helP! =(..MaNdiE x0
If you absolutely want to weigh 99 pounds lose it in a healthy way. Go on a diet and eat plenty of heathy foods and exercise. Eating disorders are really bad. And your weight is perfect. I don't think you need to lose any. But if you work out you can tone that extra 16 pounds up.
[ No offense, but 99 pounds is way to small. I think you should stick to the way your are now. Your perfect:)]
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