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21/f
I always feel like I don't have time for anything. Like the clock is just ticking life away and there is nothing I can do about it. To an observer,I would probably seem like I've got everything going for me. When in reality,I've never felt more miserable.
I'm always waiting for it to get better,but it never comes. I keep waiting for 3 years to pass my anatomy exam but it just isn't working out. I keep waiting to become more likeable but I only have one close friend who doesn't really understand when I get emotional. I have recently broken up with a guy I loved very much because he was homophobic. I keep waiting for an opportunity to meet someone right for me but it feels like it will never come. It feels like I will never reach all those great things in my life. My best friend said he thinks that I'm going into a black hole of negativity again and this has to stop. I would stop if I knew how. I won't go see a doctor because it is greatly stigmatized in my country. I don't even know why I feel this way. I was mentally abused in elementary school but I thought I was over that. Can someone help me overcome this? I feel apathetic and I'm losing my will to live. (link)
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I am so sorry you are going through this.
Life is tough sometimes so its normal to feel this way and you are no longer with your boyfriend so this is going to be a rough time for you but its not anything you cant overcome.
Maybe you should take some time to figure out what makes you happy. Its possible you may start off with little things. Maybe you feel like sleeping late one day. Maybe you feel like singing and dancing in your room. Just to give examples. Concentrate on feeling good and what comes naturally and dont put too much thought into it.
If you use Social Media take a break from it. Worry about you. Once you start to feel better these things that you desire will come with more ease. Take a walk get some fresh air when you can and just breathe and admire the world around you. Its going to take time so dont expect immediate changes and you are worth the time :)
Try to slow down your thoughts some and dont over think things. When these small things happen that make you happy take a moment to recognize it and be grateful. Things will get better soon. Just take care of the most important thing which is you!
Good luck xx
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