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Not feeling sorry for myself so don't say it. I'm just tired of my terrible life and I just want it done, sooner the better.I'm 44 and have been in 2 major relationships in my life. One was my x wife, we were married for 22 years, in the end she ran off with a married man. Must have been me why she did it. The 2nd was the love of my life and we did love each other, she lives in Tucson, same as myself.we each had problems as does everyone, working threw our issues together an our own we would work threw together. We liked being together and we did most everything togetherwe loved it . In the end she treated me like a nobody, and seemed to blame me for everything,ok I figured we could work threw this also as we loved each other so much. Nope it was easier to break it off with me and go with someone else. I'm dead inside and my mind needs shut off, I think about her everyday txt with her on occasion. Yes I know ur going to say no contact,but I can't, I want her so much and miss her bad. My family and friends all say screw her and they hate her for how she hurts me. I can't stop thinkingof her/us and want no one but her. It's been a yr now and its the same, for me atleast. I'm done and ready to die. My life is shit and iv given up.
Shut my heart, mind, pain off, I am truly ready. (link)
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Please don't say such a thing. Death is not the answer. yes I understand all you want is to be loved, and respected. You're worth that, you deserve better. The problem is you don't feel worthy enough. You are settling for less. You are hurting yourself every time you text her and you know it. You need to know your worth. You seem like a highly intelligent, sweet, caring man. Any good woman would cherish You. Don't give up. Get rid of the negative people in your life. You don't need a woman to be happy. Find your happiness, whatever that may be, and you will find the one. Just find your happiness okay?
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