I am totally honest i tell it like it is and if you dont like it im sorry but im not going to sugar coat answers to make you feel better i want to tell people the truth and tell them what i think is right so if you find that what i say is mean or not helpful just give me a low rating and move on but please dont be rude after all i did answer you question even if its not what you wanna hear just take the time to appreciate. Feel free to message me thank you :) (L)
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okai so i've gotten a bit suicidal recently. i've lost all my friends & now it seems to me that there isnt really a reason for me to live anymore cause there is noone who really cares about me & i dont know .. if i die noone would really bother you know?
i just feel like i'm worthless & i'm always alone & just sit in my room. i mean it wouldnt really make a difference if i sit in my room or 'rest in peace' cause either way noone cares.
everyone just walks by me & ignores me & i seem to lose every person who i was ever important to. i fail at everything.
i dont want you to tell me how to make new friends or whatever.. i just wanna believe that even without having friends life is still worth living & that i'm worth something. and telling me that im still young & can still have a great future doesnt help either cause i've tried telling myself that loads of times. help? i just hate this feeling.. i always cry & honestly just wanna kill myself... & the feeling that noone would care if i DID is just horrible. (link)
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K you can think the way your thinking your family and friends do love despite what they say or do but they do there way of showing it must be different but that doesnt mean you should end your life. I know at the age your at now things are confusing im basically the same age as you and ill admit sometimes i feel the same way but if you just get out of your house and start hanging out with your friends again or make new friends or join a sport or get a job or something that involved making new friends and meeting new people you will have a whole new look on life you just have to tell yourself that ending you life isnt going to do anything but hurt those that love you it isnt going to make you feel better plus do you really want your family and friends to be the reason you want to kill yourself. I dont know what else to really say to you but i hope what i have said is enough to make you realize that killing yourself is not the right way to go there are other ways to handle the situation your in. Anyways im always here if you want to talk just send me a message :D
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