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So I was raped like a year and a half ago... well the last thing the guy said was if you tell anybody you dont want to know whats gonna happen. Well I ended up telling someone which got me nowhere. I havent had a nightmare about is for a while now and today I woke up and shaking and crying for a dream that he came and got me. He made me call my mom when I had a gun pointed to my head and tell her I love her and I am sorry we wont be able to see each other anymore. Well my mom called the cops and someone ended up stopping him before he shot me.... right before i woke up he said... I will be back. Im so scared and depressed and I thought I moved on? What does this mean? (link)
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OMG what an animal!i am soo sooo soooo sorry that you were put through that!..the person below did some good research and that could be the reason of your dream.
Adding to their advice i think that this dream is wwhat you subconsciencely feel within yourself. you have all this fear bottled in you and all this anger. you wnat to do soemthing and give him what he deserves for what that sick F**** did to you but angain you want to consider your safety first. this is all bottled up inside you so the way your getting rid of this angry and fear is through your dreams.
The reason why your depressed is because that dream felt so real that it had a physical and mental impact on you.
you should see a school counsellor and just talk to him about. befor eyou talk to him just ask him that you want this to stay strictly confedential etc and ofcourse he will keep it that way. It will really help even though you think it wont. you need to let all this sadness, anxiety, fear you need to let it all out.
my question to you is. i know you cant go back intime and retrieve your dignity or stop the rape but what would you do today to protect that girl inside you that was torminted and traumatised from going through anything like that again?how will you protect her today and for the future?
Dont ever think your alone because even a stranger can care for you...im here if you need anything
Hey just updating this...you should add me or email me because from what i gathered from your feedback sounds to me like you have alot more to say. itll be good getting it out.. this is my email
sia.d.sus@hotmail.com
its your choice but i am here for you and you can trust me even if you feel you cant trust anyone else i assure you, you can trust me :)
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that you that was really good advice... kinda brought a tear to my eye. This thing I went through had made me cautious and I am afraid it made me to cautious to where I have trouble trusting other males
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