Q: I know it's long, I just REALLYY need some advice, please..
Well it all start August 2008, the new school year, & this new boy M had came to football practice, & im a trainer. Like in September we started talking, I wasn't really feelin him cause I was talking to someone else, its was like i was torn between him & this boy C. Me & M stopped talking like December, & it was a break of school, when we came back he started talking to a girl name H & i got real jealous so I started talking to him again, but then he was trying to talk to both of us at the same time, & I wasn't having that, so then I stopped talking to him & he got with H. They didn't work out & then he got with a girl named A. They were together for about 2 months, I effing tormented that girl, I didn't like her so much haha. They broke up.
Now what I'm getting at is I think I love this boy, M. I think about him day & night, he the only boy I can seem to like, he's the only one I want. But it's weird cause we have never been in a real relationship. Its been about three months since weve like talked or anything like that, I mean I talk to him everyday. My bestfriend keeps telling me I need to tell him I still like him & stuff, but I'm like pretty sure he knows.
I just think he doesn't like me like that anymore..
I dont know what to do cause I just want to be with him soo bad, I want to talk to him about it but I don't want to face rejection, cause I like him soo much, & it sucks cause like if we could text & everything it would be cool, but I don't think he has his phone anymore..
I dont know what to do, like how can I get him back ? I had messed up in the past . Should I plead for one more chance ?
