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Well to start off, its hard to admit-but i guess its time i say it anways. I'm most deffinatly a socially awkward person. I mean, i'll have a close net of friends- but everything about me screams awkward. Hahah, all the conversations are so ridiculously awkward i just laugh afterwards, because i completely blew another chance of making a friend. How can i fix this?
Another thing is my lack of emotion. I looked up some things on it,and i feel almost as if i'm empty.(depression?) Theres some pressure on my chest that just makes me feel weird when i breathe,and i daze out all the time. It's gotten so bad i barely have the want to finish this sentance. I just lifeless most of the time,and dont feel like doing anything. I actually mentioned to my mom i thought i was depressed, but she blamed it on the seasons changing. Even though i've felt like this for awhile. The main thing is,i don't know what emotions are really. My mood all the time is just,blank. Boring. Bleak. Most people at this stage would probably feel like they want to just crawl in a hole and die. But not me, no. I want to do dangerous things. Extreme things, like skydiving. The way i see it, if i die, oh well, if i don't-move on to the next extreme thing. I just want to go crazy and do everything. But- i don't have energy. I wish i did, i just can't bring myself to even talk to people that much anymore. Ahh i'm very confused at life at the moment. If you have any advice on this subject i'd much appreciate it, i just want to feel something. How? Rah, hah this is the corniest thing i've written-ever. Thanks for reading,though ! (link)
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Wow! Very nicely said. When I read this I thought I might have written this and just forgotten or something. I know what you mean by all of this. I've been feeling the exact same way. I can't seem to figure it out either. I'm not sure what to do about it. Sorry I should be saying something that will help lol. Well honesltly I don't know what to tell you, cause I don't know what to tell myself either. I'm definitely here if you wanna talk sometime. Just let me know. If not good luck with things, I hope you figure it out. Take care.
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i woke up today,and i'm just going to excersize to get some more energy, get a job for social skills, and have an optimistic mindset. maybe we're jus afraid to be ourselves-so lets show who we are more =]. start a convo ! hahah anyways,hopefully it'll work out for us
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