Hey wastup im aidan....im becoming a pro tennis player right now so i might be busy...i will answer your questions as soon as I can...I've been through a ton of stuff in my life so I can relate to a lot of questions....so go ahead....ask away...
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WARNING! - this is really really long, but please help!!!!
i'm a 14 yr old girl.i go to a private competitive school but am one of the lowest in my year. i used to be good at maths and bad at english but since my 3 yrs at this school it has changed it to the oppisite way round. i haven't spoken to my dad for a year and he recently left our house and is living someewhere near his office, but i don't know where. my mom is in big financial trouble and she might not be able to continue paying my schol fees. i come from a sri lankan family. my aunts aren't that uptight but they wouldn't approve of my parents and my situation. my parents have always had a bad marrige but it was me who made him to leave. when i was in the middle of grade 5 i move to the city and for 3 and 1/2 yrs i moved between my mom and my dad. that was when everything was fine. then we bought his house in the city and my dad moved u here. he stopped talking to me. we had a few fights but nothing major, he just stoppped for no reason. i hated him and still do. i'd like things to be the way they were but knowing what i know now, i know things would never be the same. now my mom and i have huge fights all the time. my mom is nice and she mostly means well but she is also blaming me and taking it out on me. she is overstressed and has no problem saying mean things to me. she criticises me contantly which i cant bear, and she also still loves my dad even though he is horrible to her and that was one of the reasons why i hated him. she wants me to be nivce to my dad but i hate him. i know she need his mney to support us but i hate him so much. also, although it sounds wierd, i think my mom doesn't understand anything and i am a tiny bit smarter than her in a way because she cant see my dad is just being cruel and obviously dislikes her but she still follows him around and insists he is good man, but wat kind of father doesn't live with s for over 3 yrs doesn't talk to me for a year and leaves us? he's quiet and unlike my mom is very precise and likes things to be neat and perfect. i once tried to say sorry to him in january but i couldn't bear it. i am quite stubborn and my pride often gets in the way but i honestly belive that i have bad parents and it doesn't help. my mom doesn't get that i am a teenager and that i need space. when i get home she criticises me and sy i need to make up with my dad and his parents are sad and that my school work is crap + i need to do harder. and she keeps piling on guilt and i have enough to worry about. what she doesn't get is that i am going to graduate and leave as fast as possible. i don't want anything to do with ANY of my family. i don't care if i'm on the streets. so why does she have to control my life? why cant she leave me alone? i'm really sensible, i don't drink, do drugs, smoke or have sex yet she won't leave me alone. i have no chance to be myself and get results. she keeps sayings she wants me to get good results when she obviously says she doesn't care about me, so why does it matter? if she would just let me go to school and work by myself. and if i et good or bad results it doesn't matter to her does it? plus she keeps comparing me to my PERFECT cousins and contanly making me feel inadequate. she actually doesn't know anything about me. not even my favourite colour. she asks me why i'm not normal but how can be if i don't have a normal family i knoe there are people who have got it worse than me but still..... i should also mention that during grade 7 and 8 and still now continually, i have been suffering from derpression and minor panic attaks. i havve also been very suicidal and i do still wish i was dead. i'm sorry about how long this is, but either tell me how to survive till i finish high school or give me a sure fire method of suicide so i can finsh it quickly.... thanks (link)
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Im sorry to say this but school is not hard. Ive had a couple moments like you have last school year. But school is just about to start this year.Here is what I would recommend. First, get to know all of your teachers well. Get organized. When you have a test coming up, study for 20-30 minutes each night. If you do these things youll ace school because all it is is listening to your teachers and reading a little.
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you clearly go to a much nicer school than mine.
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